elizabeth's.

2006-11-15T23:40:00.000-08:00

I survived yesterday's training. go me. physical was so XXX hardcore.
i was going to die and my bones were close to f.a.l.l.i.n.g a.p.a.r.t ya thankssss.

class bbq in the night all the way at downtown east was pretty kickass. teachers were down too.
evelene is leaving for melbourne and i am sad. will miss her. she got tricked and had a damn cake in her face. cake warrr, water bomb fight started. sheesh.
i ran away to hide in the room and locked all the doors because i am a loser. (who does not want people to see her bra beneath that white cotton or get attacked by a stupid cake)
tv was great by the way. muahaha.
whatever.

my nose was running for a marathon when i got back. i hated it.
i began to feel hot because i sneezed too much. so i turned on the aircon then i started sneezing even more.
stupid.
and why the fuck was i still up till 6.10am last night?
i am going to fucking die if i dont get my fat ass out of this chair tonight.

men using men perfume is homosexual, according to my dad.
so i guess perhaps that explains why he bought women's perfume from Sasa today for his own use?
....something is absolutely not right.
well ok i'm going to steal it.

its is the twin's birthday! :D loveeee you both rahwani and rahmuna!!! happy 14th birthday! <333333333
i am horrible and i owe 6341073628345410 people their presents since your grandmother was born. i deserve to fall off the face of the planet yay.

i've got my hair cut and i love it.
the internet connection is farrrrrrrrking gay.
IT
SUCKS.

2006-11-13T19:02:00.000-08:00

I got into 3D.
i don't think i could possibly be any happier. thank god for my new classmates!! and knowing i'd be stuck with teresa! jolene, clare and a few more others for another two years is just, :D. loveeee you lovelies (:
life is finally getting better. i'm happier, less stressed out.
asdfghjklI'MfjdfgdEXCITEDnbhgffk
STEP UP! with collette and teresa :D
i love channing tatum. fucking everyone does. he's amazing. he can so dance.
my fucking love. <3

here back home, i'm stuck with this '''''study room''''' with shitloads of books files notes and a whole crap of vynal shit. >>>:(
i dug out the entire bookshelf last night. i thought i could pack my room.
hell no.
looking at all these buzzcocks and crass here gives me a biggg headache.

bleh fucking sick.

there's So You Think You Can Dance and ANTM tonight.
its going to be amazing.

i like pokey.

2006-11-04T02:40:00.000-08:00

When something like a soul becomes initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes.

I'll always love you Gong gong.

Rest in peace.

2006-11-02T21:14:00.000-08:00

You'll never understand how fucking painful it fucking feels to be beside your grandpa the whole day shaking him hard, pleading him to stop sleeping and wake up.

but he never listens. stops breathing, turns pale, feels ice cold.

how my grandma collapsed from crying.
you'll never know much it hurts.

2006-11-02T02:25:00.000-08:00

Maybe ,

maybe i'm losing you.

and thats the last thing i'd ever want.

2006-10-31T23:58:00.000-08:00

I hate the hospital.
I hate the doctors.
I hate the nurses.
I hate those needles.
I hate those cries.
I hate those screams.
It hurts like fuck.
God, please take away all the pain, I'm begging you.

An empty room can be so deafen.
The silence makes you wanna scream.
It drives you crazy.

time is running out.

2006-10-29T23:46:00.000-08:00

Went gleneagles again
[ k anw i'm typing on my new keyboard! :O its so noisy and irritating >: and it goes tak tak
tak pag pag pag tek tek tek pok pok pok piak! ]
to visit grandpa. Many of my relatives were there, cos its like SUNDAY yaaaaaaa. I havent seen many of them for a long time, esp wyyyyy! We used to play alot together when we were
younger, he's so... old now. And joanne too! &&&, few more other cousins.
Alot of them were giving me 'lectures' about the combination thing today & I've decided to go for 2222222, and where amaths will probably murder the shit out of me and I'm gonna take art. YES I AM INTERESTED and *cough *ahem cough DISCIPLINED.
Hhahhahaha ya i'm gonna tick that box :O

I think the hospital is a depressy and sadistic place. I will like start tearing when I see my
grandpa cos he's so pitiful D': He had this major breathing difficulty today ): Then one of my stupid aunty scolded me for crying, cos he hasnt die yet, so cannot cry wtf. They're like all so...
unfeeling. And noisy and irritating and whoaaaa ji ji ji ji ji ji ji ji talk non stop knn o.O Ugh
SHADUPPPPPP.

Next headed to my gramps place. Havent been there in ages too. Their house was soooo big. The maids room bigger than my room, she even has her own toilet in her room. I jealousxzxZ! ): At one point of time my grandma stuck her tongue out at me okay like this >>> :P HA HA HAAAA SO CUTE. I miss that place seriously.

My aunt who got back from states few week ago decided to give me her 30GB ipod video today :O, and probably get back there to buy another one for herself cos she knew I wanted it badly! :DDD She bought it for $280 over there wtf so cheappppp oh my god. My 2GB nano costed like, more than that when I bought it here in sg la wth cheat my money. YAY okay she totally made my day! (: Luckily she hasnt opened the box yet, so its brand new A-HAAAAAA.
She's so nice omggggg. I love her like mad :O

2006-10-29T10:23:00.000-08:00

Wtf. dont ask me why I'm up so early on a sunday morning. omg my mum's the best walaoeh. Slept at 4.30am in the morning, forced to wake up at 10am, omg thats like, 6 hours of sleep
knnnnnnnnn!

2006-10-26T19:43:00.000-07:00

*)(**&^%%^$$%#@#!@@#$%##^%$%&%&^#@#!++_)^&^%%#@#

2006-10-25T23:56:00.000-07:00

After school was loveeeee. Stayed back with yingying to do the hockey board, we spent most of the day talking and laughing so much instead. Vineeta came to join us after her training. Okay she's this
woahhhhhhh super humorous person I've ever met okay omg. She really made me laugh damn alot today oh man! :D Hhahaaha and OMG. the locker. Hey I totally thought I had like 4 or 5 books to take home. Got hellulva big shock yo, I had like X 3 of what I had expected to take home :O And I also discovered that I actually occupied 2 lockers, the other one is illegal yknow. I just dumped my non important stuffs in it, cos my locker which had the lock on was full :O HAHA so loser la shitzzz. Then eh I brought home as much as I could, but I guess that was only 1/3 of the stuff there? :S My mum couldnt come to fetch me, guess what.
I probably looked like a damn idiot for hugging this whole stack of books home! :(
Like what eh, ceeeee I habb sho maniii the boooooksszxz worrrr! 8))) I lubbbbb my booookiesszxzx heeheeeeeeeeeeee! X) -.-

I'm thinking about tomorrow.
Last day of school means, the last day 2D's ever gonna be together as one class again. Its been two memorable years, I loveeeeeee 2D! ):

And also that I'll not be seeing many people till 2007 :O And we'll all be in different classes. Omg dieeeeeeee! AND THE SEC 4S AND 5S OMGZXZXZXZ? :S
I'm feeling lost right now, what will 2007 be like? And I'll be in sec 3 :O I'm not ready! D: Sounds super weird la shit :/ I'm feeling super depressy now. & fucking scared! ): I recalled what clarissa last told me today before she left, that today would be the last day I'm seeing her?
:((((((( as in in school. I think I stoned at that moment, like :O.... then my mind went blank hahah damn. Omg testes?
.......
.
You're not gonna be in stc next year too. Shit la.
So ... omg the cock how eh? uh. hahaha.
:/ :S D: :( :(((((((((((

2006-10-24T21:31:00.000-07:00

Went to look at 7 or around 8 showflats with my mum today. Okay, she just suddenly said she wanna take a look, so I tagged along. One condo was daaaamn cool! ): It has this emo theme HAHA and a private pool okay, like beside the hall? And its quite a big pool! Then you have to cross the platform built above the pool to the otherside, which is the bedroom. Omg woah i was like :OOOOO! Hhaha yay and I just downloaded the I must be emo song! I heard of it from testes, its so cute and funny! haha go watch the video.
http://www.bolt.com/AmericanSoldier87/video/I_Must_Be_Emo/1309394

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo

Hahahaahhaha

2006-10-23T23:55:00.000-07:00

Watched So you think you can dance just now. WOAH HOT.
Dance until so hot omggg and the who was damn sexy. Okay no,
everyone's sexy. Shake shake shakeeeeeee whoo! Super hotttt!
I like the hip hop one, I like watching them danceeeeeee.
& ANTM too. I just remembered shanna keeps wearing the molliesue
nametag or sticker thing in school. I miss mollie sue on ANTM! ):
I miss admiring her hair D ;

Oh, I almost forgot. I was talking to teresa about it online just now ha.
My dad. He's so cute omg! Couple of days ago when I told him I got
66 for art, he was like, " Huh? Eh! Why so low! You used to get 1st in
the level for art, why'd you drop so much? YOU NEVER PAY
ATTENTION IN CLASS ISIT! "
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHA.
no leh, I GOT PAY ATTENTION! mr seow is niao. stingy la eeeee.
hahhaahahahhahaahaaaaah eh I totally pay attention in art okay!
HAHAHA OMG WTHHHH. I love dadddddddy.

2006-10-23T21:36:00.000-07:00

Morning totally rocks, we had some body talk by the sarah person.
Oh my, she was the ultimate :D It was super fun and hilarious, I was
laughing like a mad cock! Hahaha and yay we were given free dove
facial wash too! :D :D

Collette brought the guess who game to school today! I havent played
it in ages man. But it gets all boring after a while too, just like the poker
cards hahaha. K and mr seow is the lamest shit okay HAHAHA. He
talks so much crap and cracks me up like crazy! I find him damn
amusing hahaha. He kept doing so many tricks la! Esp the rubber band
one omg hhaha I still cant get it. Its like magic whoo! Cooooool.

Okay next mr lau came in, he announced our level position :/:/:/:/:/
Hi, I have a 3...... digit rank. I think I'm the stupidest in my class
)))))))))))))): The rest their ranking all like WHOA superrr.
Then there's the stupid fucker who irritated me like mad. HELLO.
What the fuck. She got like 11 in level position. Thats like chaaaoooo
f good already. Compared to mine, lanjiao ah. Eh she started crying...
& crying... and CRYING. Her tears were enough to fill up the entire
alantic ocean okay. Drama and attention like shit. Yknow she said>
' What if my parents disown me ...!!!' -_________-
Hey baby if your parents disown you because you got 11 in level
ranking, my parents not only gotta disown me, they must chop me up,
feed my body parts to dogs, take the left over bones pack and send to
Africa yes? 100 % fresh thank you. Seriously, shut the f up.
I really wanted to go up to her and give her a tightttt slap. She should
have perhaps spared a thought for others who didnt do as well. But
instead, she was making so much noise. >: The maths also. Keep
complaining woah very bad very bad until like can die that kind. In the
end get what? 93. Eh stupid seriously go get a life. I hate this kind of
people. I was daaaamn pissed off >>>>:( whats their fucking problem.

Ok, then off to great world with peck and jessica after school.
Wanted to catch a movie, but no nice movies. Ate at yoshi, explored
great world, which aint so great after all ... Its super boring omg.
We were so bored until delores decided to buy the thing to like
play with. I dont know what you call that. Those pictures then you
fill it up with those paint thing then put in oven.
FINE, HAHA I DONT THINK YOU GET ME.

Okay now you do. 7 buckssss aye. Waste money.
Walked around, homed.

2006-10-22T16:38:00.000-07:00

Buzzzzzcock.

eh dinner with col & amanda at yacht club later +, the parentsssssss :O
I dont like blogging anymore D : I dont know.
Do you know I have an lj? :O but I'm the fuckest noobie HAHA.
Perhaps I might use it.
K maybe not.

?

Caught the style wedding live fashion show yesterday :D

2006-10-19T23:50:00.000-07:00

Party on tuesday was superbigfun! :DDD
Great food, great music, great company <333 I LOVE CLIQUE!
There was potluck, bbq, bacardi party, pool, sauna, lots & lots of
camwhoring, dancing, laughter + + + (:
Mermer and evelina were the best okay! They finally managed to start
the charcoal fire after a long time. Yay herrrro.

& Liseah and narelle were damn funny . We were like in the sauna room,
then they opened the door to pop in awhile.
Narelle : Ohmigod! :O There's so much steam here! I cant see
anything! Ahem ahem I cant breathe tooooo! :O (starts coughing)
Liseah: Oh yahhhh! thats right! me toooo! Ahem THIS IS WORSE
THAN THE HAZE ARGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :O :O :O
They both spoke in the squeaky aunty voice okay which was sooooo
hilarious hahahahaahhaha and they quickly dispersed from sight!
HAHAHA. Oh, our bbq was contributing alot to the haze too hahah!

Jolene ah. Superrr lousy. Drink 1 bacardi and Hooch she got like F RED.
We suspected she was drunk cos she was getting weirder and weirder
and like so f weird, and she was talking so much nonsense and doing
stupid things ... Sent her up to bathe first and cleanse herself.
That stupid girl told us she had a headache, the rest was an act -____-
But she wasnt like totally sober though, I dont know.
Walked about the 4th floor after sending evelina home, sent jolene
up to sleep first cos she couldnt hold out anymore. Went down again.
Got out by the back gate and dashed across to macs opp for supper at
12.08am :D Back home, took turns to bathe, sleeeeeeeeep.
5 of them sleptover for the night. Jolene was lucky. She had the sofa >:
and she was happily snoring already. O.O

Woke up at 7 plus the next morning , the rest had to get to school for
the stupid first aid course or else we could have slept in. My nose was
running like some killershit throughout the night and my throat hurts
like ?! Omg lousy. Went to the doctors, he gave me so many pills! :O
Had lunch, slept from 1pm all the way till 9pm! Whoohoohoo champ!

He gave me one day mc okay, so I'm sick yo? :O
But I still decided to go ahead with school today, which was a totally
wrong decision. First was the odsessy of the mind shit >>: and then the
papers ///////////////////: woah. K depressy mode blah.
Over to kim's place after school, watched scary movie 1. Its a super
dirty show omgzeh! :O Damn dirty. but funny! hahaha. Left at 7.10pm.

Later I cried for about an hour over the phone with my dad, he was being
mr big nice guy on the phone, his voice totally makes me melt .
But the nicer he was to me the harder I cried. How irony.
I freaking failed 3 subjects this time, I hated why he never scolded.
I could hold out in front of my friends, my mum, but not daddy.
I'm such a disappointment ya.

2006-10-16T20:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM!
You're 14 now yay hahaha. Someone said she's like a ahem,
PRINCESS!? today because its her birthday HAHAHA righttttt omg
you shitto. hahaha whatever man, you're damn diaozxzxzxzx -_-'' I
swear hahaha. Anw I love you to death my dearest qian bian! :)
You emoboyz yea? hrrr. oh, and the xiao kimmie sweet innocence.
Damn, you've got so many dumb names la TSK :D
I hope you've enjoyed yourself today, & dang! I miss you.
____________________________________________________________

Chinese and maths marks were released today.
Chinese was average, maths was total killjoy la, bastard.
Ying xiu had 100/100, tell me she's not human. And everyone else did
so well except me. Okay whatever, fuck maths. I flunked it again ):

Went to vivo to meet nic after school! :D I missed her hell alot man.
Had lunch together, window shopped, and lastly to coffee bean.

I love you nic!
Thank you for time spent :D

Shit. I've been to vivo so often these days, now I'm damn sick of the
new mall oh no :O I even went there yesterday to meet testes in the
afternoon and we shopped all the way till the evening. Omg she scares
the shit out of me and keeps agitating my weak heart la wth! xiang
gong xiang gong everywhere, then somemore in the middle of the
shopping centre ask if her xiang gong thinks she's xing gan(sexy). 0.0
HAHAHA. She left first, I shopped alone :O and I bumped into darren
and his friends then they laughed at me like why I was alone walaoeh,
whatever man stupid people.

Okay BBQ+pool partieeeeee tmrrrr! hahaha yay I cant wait.
The whole clique is coming !!! :DDD
We cancelled out the karoke though, cos there's no time. but nvm! (:
Tomorrow cannot rain. rain i cry. I must pray,

2006-10-14T23:57:00.000-07:00

Went vivo after class with mum, my aunt who just returned from states
and the little girl. isnt that like my cousin. okay whatever. i dont even
know her. shopped, bought a pair of jeans + button down from forever
21 yay. wtf, so like we bought the little girl to the playground. she made
me hold her stupid balloon. i just stood there, then i accidentally let go
of her balloon, it flew into the stupid sky like byebye baaaaalloooon o.o
right, she wah cried screamed bitch fit blah omg? i was like guilt ridden
and so frightened okay. she must have totally hated me for that. well
not like i care, i hurried to find her another damn balloon after that,
but the damned mall had no more stupid balloons, so she didnt talk to
me anymore after that. whatever. pissed off. + my mum's so fucking
unreasonable. eh i dont like her. everyone's pissing me off >:

2006-10-13T19:57:00.000-07:00

We got back english paper today. Ew my marks is so disgusting, I
really wanted that A1. Make me sad only. And I could totally die
out in the free periods we had for the rest of the day. I was stoning and
rotting so quickly, did tried sleeping too. Gosh, it was so so boringgggg!
During the exams we were like so busy that I could hardly take a
breather, but now that exams are over, we're too free and restless.
What kind of shit. Not forgetting almost 1/2 the class was not present,
for they either had to go for first aid or YTSA -__- I'd rather we get
back to our normal school days.

Met ruth, wenna, olivia and went hf's yoshi to eat, met val chong
awhile, that was when ruth's blink blink thing started HAHA.
Left val and then we headed to town.
ZZOMFGZ I MET JOAKIM GOMEZ! We were like walking out from
somerset mrt then I saw this damn familar face and I pointed at him
and like shouted his name! Hahaaha, he smiled and waved and that
was when the rest realised. They were really shocked! We wanted a
picture with him, but he seemed like he was rushing and like taking a
picture in the middle where everyone is walking is so awkard, so we
didnt in the end): Anw he was god damn tall! One thing we all agreed
on, he's damn cuteeeeee! :D (k, though he cant sing) hahahah but I still
prefer my Twohill and Jon leonggg! HAHAHA omg why do I keep
meeting the idols, I feel lucky, yay baby :D

K, we walked so much and even all the way to far east. I met evelina,
she cut her hair TSK. My favourite hair model is gone! :O Totally
different style now pfft! hahaha.
Ruth was telling us how much she enjoys playing cooking toys last time
hahahaaa omfg and Wenna told us about her blanket secret!!! :D
HAHAHAHAHAA so fucking hilarious. Oh and they loved barbie dolls
when they were young and bathed and cut barbie's hair thinking it
would grow, but no! HAHAHA. Who would have expected them to use
to be so, GIRLY! Hahahaa I dont even play with such toys. Well I dont
remember playing with toys. Hrrr must have been such a cool kid,
okie whatevers -.- Childhood deprivation likely rather.
Yay, then we went to get free pink roses! So pretty o m gosh :O
Then I left with olivia and took train home :D

2006-10-12T23:58:00.000-07:00

Baby, take me on a journey! :D

Exams are over :D I'm so glad and thankful that it is oh god! Been such
a nightmare. What a big bully okay. The big STRESS word is like
slammed right into the bloody face, I was emotionally and mentally +
physically breaking down every stupid day okay I swear hate studying
ew. Anw my results are gonna be fucking heartbreaker especially maths
but now let me relive my moments first, && I have yet to begin on my
agenda! I'm excited xxx :D
I need all the sleep in the world to make up for those late nights past
1/2/3am, I need shopping too. Check out Vivo city, its so cool and its
going to be MY frequent hangout A-ha :D

I love clique! They're such darls and sweethearts!
MY happiness, strength, laughter, hope, everything (:
(I remember there was once I've distanced from you guys, I do regret however.
But well, I love you guys so much now, and thats all that matters. )
The next thing up is bbq/barcardi/pool/karoke!/sleepover partehhh!
BRING IT ON! <3

2006-10-03T21:56:00.000-07:00

My one & only Paul Twohilllllllllllll + Jasmine! :D :D :D

Today was fucking cool I swear omggggggggggggggg! :D
Hahahha we went habourfront macs to study after school.
Well gwen and mer went to the toliet. They spotted Paul Twohill at
Starbucks. So gwen called teresa, me and teresa got so fuckinggg
excited we rushed to look for him so fucking quickly HAHA.

My blood level shot up to the max when I saw Twohill sitting outside.
Later on I realised he was with Jasmine hahhahaah! :DD
The whole thing was damn funny. We were hiding behind somewhere,
we didnt dare to go up to them and we totally panicked like some shit :D
And we rannnn to Xinshyan and Fatin asking for help when they came
out of macs hahahahaaa.
Awhile later okay we finally like plucked all the courage in the world
to walk up to Twohill and Jasmine and to ask to take a photo with them
halfway while they were eating. (& I saw Jasmine feeding Twohill
HAHAH WTFFF!) Omg we almost died, we were like damn damn
scared. Okay then after the photo they talked to us! (:
Hahahhaa and Twohill asked if we were from stc and also if we knew
annabelle hahaha! & we talked awhile.

Then he suddenly fucking opened his arms and I was like omg do I
hug him? hahahahah and I did! :D :OOOOOO It was like whooooaaaa!
& I got to hug Jasmine too! :D She was damn friendly! (:
Nearly fainted okay. && I shook their hands!!! HAHAHA okay then
after we said bye to them we walked away like jelly hahaha damn
funny okay. My face was red until like tomato hahahaa.
It took us awhile to chill down and I couldnt study anymore after
that hahahahhaaaa shit hahaha I love Paul Twohill even more now
after seeing him hahahahhah whoooo!~

2006-09-30T23:36:00.000-07:00

When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

Ystd night was a blast, probably one of those best nights ever. (;
Daeiern stupid ass happily came over at 10.35pm when she said 10pm
la nehz. She made me wait all alone at the rooftop for 35 MINUTES
and I totally snapped like a mad dog when she came up hahaha.
Then I pretended to be angry with her for about 1 minute and I
couldnt stand not talking to her HAHAHA LOSER so I finally did.
Anw, she stood there apologising like shit and hahaha I was trying not
to outburst. So funny omfg. And she claimed I bully her like WHAT?!!
hahahhaaa.
Okay so she sat down and joined me to study and 25 mins later, which
was 11pm HAHAHAH THE LIGHTS WENT OFF! Then we were both
in shock she went ARGHH first then I started to scream too hahahaha
hahaa omg retarded like shit. Bloodly dumb lah! Cos its like the place
closes at 11pm, so its normal that they turn off all the lights.
We thought it was a blackout or something hahahah and then we
couldnt stop laughing after that in the dark. I laughed until I choked
then I started coughing and she laughed even harder ): Packed our
stuffs, went to the minimart. She bought Absolut Vodkha and I bought
redbull HAHAHA. I tried hers alitte and I liked it actually heh. So I
drank alittle, no I mean alot. She kept screaming. Selfish like what la
hahahaha

Went up to the 4th floor, rooftop garden/bbq pit/playground whatever
and we studied at the playground (: She kept playing the slide omg
so stupid lah I bet she had a deprived childhood. ooo sad. I sat down
on this swing swing thing as I read my science textbook hahahahaha.
And it was super windy and quiet, damn shiok! :D So lomantic too
somemore. Then we were saying someday sure got couples come here
to makeout while their parents are sleeping at home HAHAHA.
Okay, spent time there all the way till 1. 30am plus and she cabbed
home! I managed to finish up science sec2 book yipeeeeeeeewhoo!
Btw HAHAHAHA SHE HAD TO CLIMB OVER THE BACK GATE
COS I FORGOTEN THE KEYS! cos she wanted to go out by there
as it was the main road and easier to hail a cab and so like, totally
rocker hahahahaha. She'd rather climb over than wait for me to go up
and take the keys la hahhaha. I gave her a super big hug before she
started to climb the stupid gate which was damn obscene hahaha.

I love Daeiern Lim the most hahahahaha yay :D
I jumped into my bed when I was home. Fucking tired & dead (:

And today, studied alittle at home, left the house fucking shit all three
lifts broke down I had to go down 16 LEVELS! damn giddy la irritating
I wanted to faint okay! Super late for cat class, chris and I went town
to meet amanda (again). Walk walk walk, FUCKING FUCKING
MALUATING MOMENT AT CINE HAHAHAHAA I went all red after
that and my toe hurted! ): Not gonna tell why or else I bet people are
gonna start laughing >: Amanda left, met mum, dinner together at
yoshi with chris, went to wisma to get the ripcurl wallet instead of my
adidas limited ed one. ): ): ): okay home.

Ball picking tmr :D 20 bucks 20 bucks whoohoohoo yay.
And we get free shirt + lunch and spend time with my dearest hockers
and watch pros play hockey!
Probably gonna study in the night :/
BUT ACTUALLY ALL I CARE IS THE 20 BUCKS HAHAAHAA!

Col and I may be able to get a pt job at paragon in her cousin's shop
after exams yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy like
$7 per hour omg hahaahahahahah. $$$)
Damn, I hope the work attachment or whatever is successful cos I
really need the damn job la hahahahah and I want moneyyyyyyyyy
I'm such a stupid money pok face ew >:

2006-09-29T20:58:00.000-07:00

Skipped school today, stayed home to study instead.
Then I recieved a call from Mr Lau asking why I wasnt in school.
My god la, so scary. Stomach ache! A ha. Anw, they had a surprise
maths test today. Heee, and I totally missed it :/
But studying early in the morning at home was pretty productive.
I managed to finish up 5 chapters of science before leaving the house
to meet amanda at holland v. Had lunch, sat down at coffeebean for
hours to study. The stupid drink was so ex. I became broke.
Left the place at 7.10pm, walk walk. Mum drove me home.

Daeiern just called to ask to come over cos she's nearby! :D
She suggested we do night study at the rooftop above the club house!
HAHA. How come I never thought of that. So cool ohmygosh.
10pm! hahahahahhaha. Then we're gonna study all the way till midnight
I think! Hhahaha then I dont know how she's going to go home but
nevermind, I'm sho excitedxxx.
Let this emotional wind take us higher
Where there's nothing we can do
I love you I love you.

Tag replies:
Testes: Heeeee I totally sat with YOUR eyecandy in class yesterday
I bet you are so jealous nananana! :B xiang gong misses you hahahaa.
Steph: Hahaaaa dont be too happy yet. If there's a first time, there'd
definately be a second :D I'm gonna gonna gonna upSKIRT youuu yay.
You havent seen me in school nowdays because? eh I dont know.
Kailyn: Kailyn! :D hahaha dua neh neh whooooo!
Narelle: Cos you and liseah are in your own world, I dont wanna join
and disturb you guys' honeymoon darling. Dont be hurt ;) And you
spelled it wrong. Its emoGALZ. yeah (:
Adelineng: You another stupid councillior go away la. haaha try to
cheat me also.
Angela: HAHAHA HAI MEI YOU LA. ni cheenaa de yao ming!
Tara: Hhahaha yeah right. I believe youuuuuuuu.
Charlotte: Omg dont be dumbz. I dont care about your ashton kutcher
and I am not maneater you hjgwehjfgwjeh! meowwww.
Jessica: HAHA the camera man dont wanna take your faces la.

2006-09-28T23:06:00.000-07:00

We could leave this town and run forever

Watched the tamil debate on vasantham central just now hahaha
fucking funny omgz. I dont understand a fuck thing, haha! Anyway all
of them talk so quickly like a machine gun that goes bangbangbang
without a pause you know. I was stoning at thier mouths with eyes big
and wide open like this >>>O O. Amusing. I tried to talk as quickly,
but I guess it was kinda failure. Alright, they talk like pros. The Farlin
my classmate HAHAHA and Nur Fatimah hahaha wowzxzx 0.0
And I burst out loud when I heard Nur Fatimah say YIPOK YIPEK.
So cute la! Then I got crankeee I kept YIPOK YIPEK all the way.
It was cool to see familar faces on teevee, vasantham central
somemore lehzxzx hrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. But I tried looking out for the
baobeier, the qingaide and jess_roxygalz, cant see lah! ): I betcha they
were hiding all the way at the back dont dare to stand up and cheer
like the rest HAHAHA. Boooo.

Btw, I think the 4 apnns best friend clique in my class damn gross la.
They printed out this piece of paper with all the apnn man faces, actors
or their lovers whatevershit hahaha. Omg then they keep talking and
talking and talking all day long 24/7 about those faces on their piece
of paper damn irritating la. During assembly ah, they champion onez.
They laid the piece of paper on the floor this morning and while people
sing marikita they talk and talk and talk about the stupid paper.
During class also even best. Cut their lovers faces out then put in the
wallet file everything, keep turning around to show each other the
face. Then they even said that the guy in the paper was looking at one
of them wthhhhhh! Sometimes also have apnn magazine, talk talk talk
all their loverrrrr inside walao. And they get all enthu omg stupid shitz.
Pissed off >:(

Kim and rahwani were saying about ponning sch tmr.
Now thinking of it, I also feel like ponning. No point going right, like
patrons day mass then WALK back to school all the way eww and have
two dumby periods and school ends. stupid uh.
But I am hesitating cause I wanna see the sec 4s and 5s hold the candle
walk down red carpet hahaha which is totally lomantikzzx and then they
become pure or smth or whatever which I'm totally talk cockz
goodnightz.

2006-09-28T05:42:00.000-07:00

Recess was fun. The baobei-er, qingaide, and jessica! :D
I was the niao-er. hahahah. plus tara wong stupid lah, fake councillior
imposter one eee! hahahahahahahah she ownself no nametag, belt low,
socks low, hair all over the face, never button up HAHAHA what kind
of councillior. walaoeh somemore pretended to do duties, ahahahah
stupiddddddddddd! :B Imposter imposter you lousy! hahahaaa
English papers were alright I guess.

Went down town after school together with kim & twins.
Had lunch at taka, met yinghui sofia and stacy, went up to the library
with the intention of studying but the stupid dick library was so small
and cramped, no space no tables. So we decided to leave, walked
around awhile. I miss shopping omgx!
And stacy doesnt know rahwani and rahmuna are twins hahahahaahh.
And yinghui mentioned stacy had a twin brother too. you know I was
total moron la. I didnt think before I asked her how old was her brother.
Paiseh like shit la. They looked at me like O.O??!?!
Twins = same age omg dumbzxzxzxz! hahahah. then left with rahwani.

You be love and I'll be a liar.

2006-09-27T04:19:00.000-07:00

Wenta the testes house yesterday after sch, y'know its so cooooool!
I'm so jealous. Mini mart is seven eleven somemore! We walk walk first.
The piece of land its big like shit. Studied at the club house/games room
whatever shit, then went up to her house. So so cool la >:! Got private
lift which accesses right into the living room. Like y'know, you dont
need a door. Pfft, I was really jealous.
& the whole day she kept agitating my weak heart by calling me
XIANG GONG. then all the cheeeeena blablabla rubbishhh whoo!
Hrrrr. She was laughing on and on like siao. hahah crazy woman.
Anyway, I had alot of fun. So thank you for spending time with me
after school! I love you testes.

love, XIANG GONG 0.0
OMG, DIAOZXZXXZXZXZX.

I miss the one and only super hot sexy white addidas wallet limited ed!
78 buckzxzxzxxxxxxxxxx!! !?!
I WANT LAH!

Lessons has been dumb and sickening. My mood changes every minute.
hahaha.
mr lau is like a stupid ghost la. I almost died searching for him and
running all over. I look up, he was there. I look down to hurry write
my last sentence for the maths test, I look up, he was GONE. gone like
the wind omg. he havent collected my paper shit hahaha.

Accompanied chris to eat at macs, she broke my heart yesterday,
rather go home with the _______ than me HAHAHA. but nevermind!
went down to the mrt with jessica then met the whole bunchhh
of sec ones + jaey there. then the rest were telling me tara is a
councillior la! I dont believe lehhhhh hahah. I wanna find sources
TARAAAA WONGGGGGGGGG! hahahahahah.

English paper tomorrow! NANANANANANANANANANA FUCK! :D
Goodhahahabye.
I'm blacking my lungs

2006-09-23T02:47:00.000-07:00

A fever you cant sweat out.

Tag replies:
Cooliogalz: YO.
Steph: why? miss me ah! heehee stripe stripe boxerssssss!
Jessica: jessroxy_galz! whoohoo~~!! ??!? hahaha.
Kimtan: hahahahahaha you stooopid emoboyz! eh i got study! COS I
KNOW EXAMS ARE AROUND THE CORNER YOU IDIOT hahahaha.
Kissygalz: ha. you go kissy kissy other galz worhz.
Yingying: hahha i dont know! kimtan la! i got influenced by her. eh
cannot be smallgurlz91. must be smallgalz. cannot gurlz & cannot have
numbers. HAHAHAHA shit la i'm so wthhhhhhh!
Lonelygalz: chipchip dont want. isnt it fine like thisss?o.o
THEBIG BELL: WALAUUUUUUU RETARDEDDDDD! HAHA
WHOA SISTERS BONDING SPAM MY BLOG WITH ALL THE
DONG DONG DONG AH! CHAMPION.
Adeline: ameneh! why your words all the As change to Es? ?!?!?!
anyway you and your happy spongebob/patrick day luh. hahaha.

Blood on the dancefloor.

2006-09-22T22:15:00.000-07:00

It's falling faster, barely breathing

Rockerrrr mannnn. Amanda & I have transformed into nerdssss 8O!
We were totally excited to study at the NATIONAL LIBRARY?!
Its been 2 days straight, like we rush-there-after-school. Then we will
find a lomantic spot by the window, sit study and probably snack all
the way till 7.30pm. So far study plans were sucessful, so there's gonna
be more, more & more. HAAAAA! more lomance at the national library
straight after school. & not to forget, a lomantic luncetime too.
Geography all the wayyy yo! seXeh 888888)

I stoned at pg 122 for a straight hour today, fuck? the mind was so
ASDFGHJKL it was blank and probably cos my attention span's so short.
but then the brain decided to function again. Amanda's always like 10
steps ahead of me ): I feel like in tortoise land.
Yet still, the damn geog book's so fucked. super nonsense. the bloody
food chain and pollution keeps repeating and repeating all over again.
I see the same line like in every damn chapter, irritating leh.
Hello mm? I TOTALLY get their point. stupid, what kind of shit.

I met annabel lum yesterday. today again. HAHA coooool people totally
hangout at the NATIONAL LIBRARY to study man.

Goodness, the whole post's about study. Its a miracle, no?
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
:O

2006-09-20T19:52:00.000-07:00

Omg ha. I totally reached home the earliest today. Been a long time
man. I felt weird? Seriously man. Then I was set set set to the study
mode! Hawhaw. Somewhat productive. Alright hrrr.

Anw rmb my EMOGALZ identity? HAHAHA. Now there's the familyz!
emoboyz, helmetboyz, cheekygalz, kissygalz, cooliogalz, kawaiigalz,
pinkmilkgalz && the lonelygalz!!!
Hhahahaaa wthhhhhhhh! :D Okayz babehz.

I sometimes feel sortof emoemo and grouchy in the morning. Then I
would get easily annoyed by really small matters. which is so irritating.
Tsk. but usually after assembly I will become normal. I think.
haha. right? (:

Adelineng ameneh was so retarded hahahaaaa! During recess she was
giving out this STACK of flyers with her photocopied spongebob wallet
face lah! That means she like actually went to PHOTOCOPY HER
WALLET 0.0 and her FATwallet is rather of a soft toy I believe than a
WALLET. so waste money and paper and ink! HAHAHA TSK.
she says its HAPPY SPONGEBOB DAY. I think many people liked it
cos its SO CUTE AHEM, but she's really retarded oh man HAHAHA :D
so happy spongebob dayyyyyyyyyyyyy
stupid ameneh hahahahaa!
xoxo

Wenta snipsnip hair! :D
I decided to chop of the tail. Kinda sick of it so...
Head's so cooling now once again hahaha yayyyyyyy.
(:

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

edit 9.52pm
and just finished watching the SI ?renuion(?) show. totally awesome
please. It made me laugh ALOT too. I like! :D JL makes me drool and
hady makes me melt hahaa. I think ken is actually quite nice one. ha.
and well, he knows his stuff. The top 12 sang together again! <3 <3!
And paul's so cute. he kept singing the gimmie gimmie gimmie yeah!
part hahaha.

2006-09-19T23:54:00.000-07:00

Talking to Steph and Tes-tes makes me so hiiiiiiii!
okay, i mean HIGH.
btw,
Hi, I'm EMOGALZ.
I NOT ONLI EMOGALZ. I'M EMOGALZ + PUNKER+ ROCKERCHIC
+ GOTHIC+ HARDCORE+ HEAVY METAL + SCREAMO.
dont play play ah!
& I look for EMOBOYZ ONLI.

see, all this ahlianzxz thing thingyx are like invading me now oh no i
must stop! :O probably due to too much of XIAOKIMMIE(sweet
innocence)'s influence. and talking about her reminds me of the mrt
today. we were sitting down and they were doing school work.
there came a woman and she commented on how hardworking they
were. whoa this XIAOKIMMIE(sweet innocence) super champion.
she said ah, 'yea, exams are around the corner.' and she was like
acting GOOD GER. whoaaaaaa act only. i almost died of laughter.
we spent 1 hour + at the mrt station yay :D

The CCA photoshoot thing damn lag la. supposed to be at 2pm, drag
unitl like evening like that? and like i dont even need to wear the
jerseys what. and had no mood to play hockey, so obviously i played
like whoa suckass champ, oh god.

I have no study mood tonight which explains why i'm on now.
heeheeeeee i am so dead yay.
i totally forgot to watch top model show last night la, i'm so
irritated. asin, i fell asleep while studying. EWW killjoy >:
Collette! those dumb dumbs! hahaahahahhha.

Baby, I'm keeping my eyes closed tonight.

2006-09-17T17:59:00.000-07:00

Attack grew hotter, defence grew stiffer.

We do not like to speak the truth, right?
D :
because you rather escape.

2006-09-17T12:35:00.000-07:00

16/09/2006
Yun Hua's & Collette's birthday dinner at The Villa'ge.

2006-09-14T20:31:00.000-07:00

CME was damn interesting today hoho. Mdm Mas came and gave us
this sexuality talk, uh. and like, ha. and she goddamn knows everything
basically, damn ON ah :O she talked about hmmm unprotected sex &
guys & pregancy/abortion & girl on girl crushes & binding + + +
HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA wtf.

I got high during science, and i kept playing with that plastic thingy?
then i was reminded about scary movie four la. hahaha. also it was
fun to see gwen and amanda fight too hahah! amanda looked like the
crocodile and gwen was the slapslapslapslap person. heh :D

Left for laksa party after school! my laksa freaaaaking costs 4 bucks
and my longan ice jelly desert was 2.10 bucksssssssssssss. i'm so broke
now, wth. totally la. shouldnt have bought the stupid desert. cheat
money one. nehneh >:
amanda amuses me and teresa amuses me the most. i can laugh at just
everything she says or does. and the sec one ahlian photo teresa!
twist + tongue! shit you're so gonna kill me HAHAHA. so i was laughing
non stop throughout.

next headed to amanda's house and i finally finally finally! got to watch
she's the man! :D it was one of her rented dvds, and we had sucha
lomantic time hahaha. okay and channing tatum is hot hot hot too!
left at 7 plus.

okay, SI results show now. i voted 3 times for jonleong and 1 for hady
la. and stacie orrico is making a special performance <3 (:
damnit if jasmine gets in i'll freakking crash the teevee.
okay goodbye.

2006-09-13T23:58:00.000-07:00

All I remember yesterday was that i forgot we had training, so i didnt
bring my pe shirt and stick. but there's always YEOLYNLI to lend me
her extra shirt and the school's DIAMOND stick! :DDD
During training,
the sun seemed to be five times hotter than normal D: ,
we were made to do more physical than usual, 10 rounds(exluding 3
rounds warmup) and sprints,
and we did this omg damn funny thing, hahahaah. danker was the best
man! HAHAHA. the little relay, hitting tyres and dribbling medicine
balls with hockey sticks hahaha. it was fun but tiring i swear. hahaha.
and everything onwards after that was fun (:

And like i finally showed my dad the damn report book and got him to
sign it la. i was so scared. he didnt scold me though, but i rather he did.
i felt bad. then i cried. and cried like chao alot. ha.
i need to sort out my life, hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!
this saddness thing in his eyes was killing my conscience inside. whoa.
screwed.

Today is sucha clumsy day, and we kept singing the my paper heart
song. so bottle up old love, and throw it into sea HAHAHA and i only
know this line. yeah and skipped detention after school and wasted
time like mad.
For our cheenashit orals, i got this really really old, man.
he stopped me halfway at the 2nd paragraph for the passage and our
convo was so, omg screwed. it was only less than 3 mintues with our
old companion overall :O
????????????????!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????!?!?!?!?!??!??!?!?!!?!?!?!?!??!?!!!!!!!!?!

did hitting in the pitch and KIMTAN tried out as the freeeaking goalie
la. HAHAHA. rahwani too at first, but only for a super short while. the
rest was all kimtan :O (& i was supposed to take bus home with
amanda! in the end i didnt, i felt quite ://///) she was superrrr action
and she has this weird way of stopping the ball! everybody, she calls
it the kimberly style. HAHAHAAH :D
alright, and then we watched the softballers do their cool thang and ate
at macs with some of them! hahaha.
oh yah, oh the way in the bus, there was this cranky old guy. he's so
funny, he talks and laughs and does actions to us and none of us know
what he's saying. we were all laughing like siao at the beginning but
we realised he was quite scary later on and rahwani was so freaked
out she cried luh! HAHA she's so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
i love you rahwani aunty rosy geylang serai! hawhaw.

look what youre under, its so insane.
i cant bear with you,
& all your
shit
+ + +
why
??
>:

anyhoos, :D i love today!

2006-09-11T22:27:00.000-07:00

Our class's foolproof plan to postone geog test was a total failure HAHA.
omg funny shit.

Straight off to teresa's house with collette immediately when school
ended. had lunch at her place, food was yummy. teresa said we were
lucky. unlike those other days, she talks about how bad her maid's
cooking tastes like, and when spinach soup = spinach+water (:

Me and collette stayed in her room while she went out for chinese
tuition. it was so funny, she keeps coming back into the room to sleep
for few minutes. she lied that she went to the toilet. amanda came
around six! hurr, we rushed through the project the very last minute,
which rather is still kinda screwy, heeee.

Mum came at 7 plus and sent amanda home and col to clementi
station. she was being super kaykiang with the road man hawhaw.
&&, she was so lame omg :O she asked this really random question,
' y'know what IMF stands for? it means, I M Fine.'
-__- collette and i laughed like what la.
I wanna go over to teresa's house again tomorrow! so fun :D

the msn is so fucked. i cant sign in for nuts! hahaaa everybody seems to
be having the same problem. everyone's complaining on their blogs
too that they cant sign in la hahaha.

Watching ANTM now!
Mollie sue and her hair is whoah super hothothot. oh my gawddd
fuckkkkking hot. her short hair is so hot oh man :DD

Getting away with murder

2006-09-10T16:44:00.000-07:00

I'd love to walk the tightrope
You'd love to see the falls

Yesterday.
Had lunch at bencoolen hotel. my mom drove past cheeky monkey's
club on the way HA HA. did mugging and lit when i got back :O
cabbed to town with my dad at 8.30pm. dinner at fish and co, bought
movie tickets for forbidden siren! we caught the 10pm show at lido, it
ended around 11.30pm. it was quite scary, i screamed twice la. haha
but the show is really stupid. no fucking sense at all. macdonalds for
supper :O town is still so happening so late at night. many emo people
around. we walked little while after supper then cabbed home at 1am.
i was deadbeat.

Today, went down to the hawker centre for lunch near my place, wore
really crappy clothes out. the tshirt i wore to sleep! :O ha. i couldnt be
bothered. eww.

Funny when you stop and think times goes faster then you blink.
school opens tomorrow. uh! bummer.

2006-09-08T15:10:00.000-07:00

I'm back from trng.
My dad just came back to singapore today. that means more kaching$
($. but it also means i cant use my comp so much anymore ):
but nevermind. money is better. i'd rather more money. i'm so broke
please. and i owe so many people money. heavy heavy debt.

I just bought my bacardi breezerrrrrrrrrrr hawhaw.
had this sudden craving to taste it after that day.

2006-09-07T21:55:00.000-07:00

Twohill is out. And I cried.
Y'know I didnt use to like him at the beginning.
Now there's no more emo emo hair.
I'm gonna miss D :

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

2006-09-07T21:52:00.000-07:00

Tag replies.

yingying: hahaha okay. really what its so scary. i love you too! :D
charlotte: yes not only can i do that, i beat you in chopsticks too! hoho.
amanda: hahaha eeee i dont wanna put my fist into your mouth amanda!
steph: hiiiii squeaky! haha cos i went for the hockey dinner.
nictay: hahaha okay.
rahwani: yeah, ask me online.
delores: hahaha you stupid shit. you laugh at me?!? pfft.
weizhen: hahaha. it was so scary luh ):

lucky lucky, you're so lucky.

2006-09-07T02:29:00.000-07:00

Had training in the afternoon, followed by cdiv hockey dinner in the
evening. kim and rahmuna came over to my house to bathe too. Had
secret recipe at plaza sing. Mr tan paid for our dinner, he's damn nice
please. I bet his heart is aching damn bad now. ooo, moneh moneh.
booked a private room/chamber at cine level 9 again, caught one hour
of dorm. we miss that show please. chao alot. too bad didnt get to
watch the whole movie D: weizhen fer and hw were there too in the
other room. joined them alittle while, mum came to fetch me at
11.30pm. Anw, i was feeling shitty all long tonight ): Somehow
something(?) seems to be sucking all my excitement away. tsk.
okay, some pictures below.

Hardcore love.

(wenli, priya, nabisha, dorathea(?), nicolette not in the photo)

yeah SKIRTS. SKIRTS SKIRTS SKIRTS. 0.0

There has been so many things going on in mind lately.
I can hardly breathe.

Let it go before it kills.
fuck, okay byebye.

2006-09-05T23:59:00.000-07:00

stupid fucky day.

2006-09-05T21:29:00.000-07:00

English orals. i kept stoning during our conversation. uh screw anyway.
wasted alot of time in sch waiting with kim for rahwani and chris to
finish their orals, we went to the cathay after that. paragon, cine, ate at
yoshi. kim was being cranky. met marus hahaha.

then chris accompained me to pennisular to buy stick. i was about to
pay for my mazon7000, then we met weizhen, fer and hanwei there.
went back to the other shop to get the GX5000. weizhen helped me
bargained alot. $199 to $145. HAHAHA pro man. but still, cant find
anymore black GX3000 which looks like my old stick and danker
doesnt allow too curved sticks like GX6000 ): it was sucha pretttyyyy
white stick ): so so tempting.

went back orchard mrt to meet kim and rahwani, we waited for marcus
at the other station, went bishan tgt to meet rahmuna, trained home.
marcus so totally looks like kim :O :D brother & sister WHAT. ha :D

Okay karma karma karma. i believe in karma. >>>:((
all you greedy fucks out there.
no feelings spared, no fucking conscience.

2006-09-04T23:59:00.000-07:00

GOOD EVENING. I'm currently facing TORTOISE ATTACK! :O
like seriously man. everybody is
f-r-e-a-k-i-n-g me out with the tortoise
sign on msn. i know the croc guy died
[which is rather sad] and the
tortoise is a sign of respect. but its like
really scary and freaky to see so
many tortoises everywhere.
(tu)(tu)(tu)(tu)(tu)(tu)(tu)(tu)
and thats like the tortoise code :O :O :O
omg freakkkkkkkkk it!

and its kinda funny when i signed in in
the afternoon, zephlyn had one tortoise
and angela had alot. i thought they
were playing with each other or smth
like that. then nicolette had too. so i
thought she went to play with them.
uh, tortoise game?

signed out, signed back in the night, whoa boom! tortoise spam spam
spam. like every damn contact on my list has a tortoise sign man.
gonna have tortoise nightmare tonight i
swear. chill with the tortoises people,
peace peace peace.
ha. please dont hate me :/

& english @#!%^)$\\+$%#$ orals tmr.
goodnight.

bald is beautiful

2006-09-04T14:41:00.000-07:00

I jerked out of bed twice, both times i woke up crying.
I can't remember the last time I felt this way where you were keeping
a smile on my face.
I do recall, we were just getting to the part where the shock sets in,
and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.

kim is coming back today :D

2006-09-03T23:58:00.000-07:00

So goodnight, goodnight,
you're embarrassing me, you're embarrassing you.

2006-09-03T22:55:00.000-07:00

I just read through my inbox. haha delores messages.
her first date out with niaoniao! going patou, gf of the day, ?!? and the
you late you die threat! HAHAHA. okay that was before i met
her anyway. hliarous shit.
Mum drove me to cine to meet her. cancelled out ghost game, planned
to watch forbidden siren. but the show was very late, so we went PS.
ate at kfc. PS worse. dont even have these 2 shows, ended up watching
devil wears prada :/ ,damn. show was average.

Walked all the way to taka to look adeline up cos she was in town too!
she had just finished dinner with her parents at CRYSTAL JADE luh.
i want also. walked to cine, met ahem, (rahwani alert! rahwani alert!)
AMET. later on i thought every orange jacket person was him.
hahaha, went heeren roxyshopz to look for roxygalz's
roxygalzclubzpolkazdotzbikiniz, and additional
roxygalzclubzpolkazdotzslippersz too!
played escalators also, so retarded hahaha shit.

Train ride home back was fucking, blast.
peckpeck kept saying she felt like vomitting. then i panicked. she said
she wanted to puke in my bag :O quickly gave her the empty sprite
bottle so she could vomit inside. hahaha then she pretended to vomit
on me, my reaction was so :O :O :O spazzzzzzzo then they kept
laughing at me. they lied to me too, i was made out to be a moron, and
a laughing stock. answering the phone when there's no one there -.-
and stupid ameneh was so retarded in the train. hahaha.
sent them to bukit batok, and that stupid girl left the vomit bottle she
had been sucking/biting on like mostly the whole train ride throughout
with me. so gross la. when i came home, she told me she really
vomited. disgustinggggggggg la eeeuw.

da bikiniz and her vomit bottle.

She's uber cuteeeeeeee and ameneh's so retarded :D
stupid retarded funny people <3

The stupid slippers i wore today was so painful. my legs were so sore.
i was trying to walk gently and lightly la. in the end i also had to run
for the bus. neh neh. oh, i've also got this fucking obvious white spot
on my neck :/ its been spreading la, look like disease like that :/ :/ :/
I'm SO disgusted :O

2006-09-03T11:18:00.000-07:00

Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth

I deleted the previous post la. its quite stupid hahaha. my phone's
alright already, cos i went to throw it, so the sim card finally came out
like where it began at. yeah so charlotte, no need already haha.
Meeting peckpeck later :D

Alright, i've promised myself that today's the last day of fun, shopping,
whatsoever. I should have had enough of town by now, but no.
anyway, tomorrow onwards i'm gonna muggerhardcore and date my
books like testes :O i laughed at her that day for having so no life,
dating books? hurr, tmr my turn la.
I always want something I cant have >>:((

2006-09-02T23:14:00.000-07:00

HELP. i've got a big problem.
see, i dropped my phone. so the battery, sim card everything came out.
i fixed it back. then i turned on my phone, they kept telling me to please
insert sim. so i tried and tried but the results same. i thought i didnt put
the damned simcard properly in place, so i gave it a hard press and a
push with all my might right in. again, please insert sim. i was like ???
then it took me awhile later to realise my simcards placed the wrong
way, so i tried taking it out. BUT NO. it wont come out. die also wont
come out. for the last 25 minutes i've been trying all ways and means
to get it out. its stuck there like super glue. how? i've tried pulling,
using hairpins, needles, scissors, penknife, nailcutter, everything.
but its still stuck there. ajdkgejfwjvhjdshvsvfwehjf. pissed off.
i'm stupid like everything.

& DELORES COME ONLINE NOW!!!

yesterday's feelings.

2006-09-02T21:46:00.000-07:00

I woke up at 2 plus today when i planned to wake up at 10.30am -.-
supposed to go out with delores today, but we changed it to tomorrow
instead cos it was quite late already. we both wanna watch ghost game
but its like nc16. stupid fuckershitzdumbpokkkzxzx they have to make
it NC16 -.- gonna try sneaking in, uh somehow. okay i'm excited.

Went raffles city link around 5 cos my mum wanted to go. Okay so
since we were so near to pennisular, i decided to go look at sticks. all
the sticks were so ugly, they dont even have my GX3000 anymore.
and the stupid babusingh shop owner had this damn lousy attitude, i
was pissed off. i spent around 45 mintues still i couldnt find any stick
that i like. almost bought the maZon7000 but i decided not to. i came
out of the shop feeling so abcx123. i miss my babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
i wonder where is it now )':
it isnt with the bus driver, it isnt in the terminal. so it must be with
just some any other random person.
I fucking hate myself for being so careless.

We went shopping, had some awesome dinner.
went great world awhile to get my computer chair and came home.

I've bought pretty paper.

so jimmy gets high
tonight.

2006-09-01T23:57:00.000-07:00

I want to go down town tomorrow! but i have no date! D: planned to
date that stupid girl but she happily didnt reply me on msn, then a few
hours later, she went off. vsfhsdfsdbg -.- so i thought of dating the
hockers, just then i remembered that xiaokimmie is going for church
camp! D: then i started panicking ): she's gonna be away for 3 days
D: D: D: i'm going to miss her. so that means, saturday, sunday and
monday without xiao kimmie. die die die.
& msn is SO irritating. my message cant be delivered to kim and
testes while i'm talking to them halfway.
your message cant be delievered
your message cant be delievered
your message cant be delievered
your message cant be delievered .

you've got a grief. come grow up.
asdfghjkl

2006-09-01T22:51:00.000-07:00

Kimtan and chris crashed my house today.
We were supposed to study but we couldnt get down to it like always.
This isnt anything new, it happens all the time! Hahah so yea.

They did stupid things like changing my msn nick and personal
message and all, to dontknowwhat ahlian style, what, <33333 sweet
innocence, LUrBbIexZe EuU and hAve YoU beEn tO ToKoyO??? &
didnt wanna allow me to change, it was so embarrassing la those stupid
asses. I was whining like a big baby.
I was so nice and i made seaweed chicken for us to eat too, and that
rourou keeps complaining she's hungry! tsk. And chris was determined
to get my video player working. It wouldnt start at first, but she tried
and tried and tried and it finally worked so we caught part of the show-
guns and talk. Some korean movie la. WON BIN'S SUPER CUTE.

Kim was damn pig, she slept halfway through while watching. Eat sleep
eat sleep i bet she'll grow fat. Hahaha that stupid shitto keeps thinking
she's fat when she's not, but at the rate she's going, she will eventually.
Yeah and get as fat as me, then she'll cry! HAHAHA.
They ransacked my cupboard too.

Didnt manage to bump into any japanese boys at the bustop around
my place, where the japanese high school was. They have no luck.
I always get to see! :D all the many different cute faces, some even
cuter than won bin, whoa. They were so sad D': awww. hahaha.
took bus to clementi, chris left, accompained kim at macs where those
bastard bungs kept looking at her which was so irritating >:( and then
i came homeeeeeee.

tag replies:
rahwani: what hindi season? and when's it coming? hahaha.
charlotte: hahaha charlotte i bet you were high or smth. hahaha
adeline: yeah BIRDY CHICK MEOW 2 WORHZXZX. dont play play.
chermin: yeah hahaha and i've got you linked! (:

I drew it a heart but I coloured it black.
but what do i really want?

2006-09-01T09:01:00.000-07:00

Some random photos.

Happy teachers day! love love 2D.

rv hall.

3 cutie cutie cute people on earth.

found this is primary school canteen. so cute pls (:

shermin and chermin! hahahaa

enthuuuuuu!

ruth aims! hahahaaa errr okay.

thats all. i'm so bored, blah.

2006-08-31T23:15:00.001-07:00

Just got back from town! :D

Teachers day celebration in school today, luckily i went :D got away
scot free not wearing skorts too. Last minute decision to pay primary
school a visit. First i felt fuckingily gross and i didnt know why i went
back there for. hahaha, met up with some ex classmates and teachers.
Watched the little cute people perform. Then i was thinking whoaa
nowdays primary school students so hip and in ah stylo milo. They
know how to sing bad day and high school musical songs okay. And all
of them are uber cutestuff. and ABC super duper hothothot phwoar :O
melt melt melt!

Went cine level nine to meet kim and others. Managed to book a
private room/chamber(?) there. Basically there were the 9 of us inside:
me, kim, chris, R1, R2, andrea dong, kim leong, chermin and anna.
preeeetty squeezyyyyy.
Watched Saw II inside. Swear it was bloodly hell gruesome and sadistic.
Was very disturbing, almost puked at some parts hahaha. But i liked
the show still, the storyline is very nice :D
Ruth yeow and shermin came too later on. And to think Shermin
actually thought my real name was really birdy! hahaha funny la. Me
and ruth were laughing like mad. like which parents in the right mind
would name their child birdy.
hahaha hi my name is birdy chick meow meow. hahahahaahaaaaaaaa.

Went arcade, watched them play car, DDR, pool and all. Hung around
there for few hours, hm. Trisha also came to join us. Around six plus,
or seven went taka to eat together, super long train ride home with
kim and chris. Had alot of fun, I enjoyed myself pretty much alot
today hahaaa yay :D

2006-08-30T23:50:00.000-07:00

tag replies:
jaey! hahaha dont be so petty la. your voice too sexy what, but i didnt
think it'd belong to the ahem sexy person la. sorry la! haha wo ye ai ni!
teresa! hahaha your heart shattered into a million X tengazillion
pieces, i help you paste back! hahaha. find new one lah.
WENNA! hahahahaha wenna makes me smile and wenna makes me
happy too, all the time! (:
adelineng! you stupid ameneh. laugh at me ah. good ah.
kimtan! my baby forgot its way back home already. boohoo.
steph! hiiiiii squeaky squeaky :D
yunhua! hahaha yeah.
rahmuna! DUH! GOODBYE GIRLS + CURTESY + SUPER KICKK!

So. what do you feel
when you let go of the wheel
can you take a leap of faith
will you face the change of pace
there are worlds out there

we always have a choice. or at least i think we do.

been an ass on last saturday, in school, everyday.
god must hate me.

2006-08-30T23:44:00.000-07:00

shit. they cant find my stick. called ystd night, today early in the
morning, and in the afternoon. there goes my babyyyy my heart is
aching like mad. ouch ouch ouch rawrrrr. GRAYS GX 3000!!!!!
%^$%$##^$&^%*^*(#*(&(&^%$&*)*()*@#!@#!%^$^%!!!

went grillers to eat with kim, R1 and R2 after school. ah pek never
come with us luh. went sheryl ann's house, watched scary movie 4.
sherwayne and xindi came too. was laughing like fucking mad at few
hilarious parts of the movie. the cock enlargement explode, the slow-
mo neck breaking part, and butt thingy.
hahaha, then we had some fun in the toiliet/kitchen. wangwang and
i laughing like mad cow/pig/chicken. rahwani is such a loser. tried to
scare me, ownself fall down. hahhaha. we all tried scaring rahwani but
i popped out at the wrong time i scared wangwang instead. paiseh like
shit. hahaha

heavy rain right immediately right after we got out of her house, what
nonsense. chionged like hell in the damn heavy rain cos we had no
umbrellas and there were no shelters. we really had to run so so much
all the way to the bus stop which was across the road and everything.
6 of us got really wet and drenched. and my shoe inside was like
flooded. really damn wet okay hahaha. like jump into swimming pool
like that. many people looked at us too hahaha, cos we were so so wet
from head to toe hahaha. but it was quite thrilling and fun to run in the
heavy rain actually. i was laughing and screaming like mad.

so tomorrow is teachers day celebration in school. i really really really
cant make up my mind to go for it or pon school tmr. i dont want to
wear those fucking skorts nor do the stupid dance. but i want to go
too! i'm being very hesitant and fickle minded and contradicting,
which is so annoying.

2006-08-29T21:57:00.000-07:00

results are bad. i wish i could add 20 more marks to every subject.
then i would be very happy. ah pek never come school today.
we all miss you ah pek. ah pek drink hot milo. ah pek quick get well
soon! love love.

attended the MLG thing thing with ferlai after school, missed 30
minutes of training. did some physical, played SOCCER!
soccer got me so high, high until can touch the sky.
hi. i suck at soccer damn bad. HAHAHA. so bad until i actually tried
raising my whole leg up to my head level to like stop the high ball
when i can just use my stupid head to headbutt it? haaahaa.
and i screamed when the ball was coming near me, i screamed when i
got the ball, i screamed when i was going solo with the ball, i screamed
when i kicked it. oh my god how retarded is that HAHAHA.

then i was super x 12345678910 times embarrassed cos i missed it
and i looked hell stupid raising my leg so high up. hahaha shit. and
there were so many people miss kicking the ball and like i just so
totally couldnt stop laughing. HAHAHA and that nancy. whoa damn
pro sai. me and rahmuna laughed and laughed and probably died of
laughter. i kept falling to the ground.

had hip hop jelly after training and a rainbow icecream! ate hip hop
jelly during recess with delores and ameneh too! hip hop okayzzxz.
so today i ate 2 hip hop jelly altogether yo! yoyoyo i'm so cool now
ice ace baby.
went harbour with the ususal hockers to watch them eat at yoshi.
_ looks like ET hahahaha. we saw many many many ET plush toys
today hahaha.

took bus home, got down at my stop. then i started walking. then
i realised I LEFT MY HOCKEY STICK IN THE BUS LAAAAAA!
i had a feeling i was missing out something. my mind went blankkkkk.
i stopped and stood in the middle of the path to stone for god damn
long cos i didnt know what to to. then i started crying like a stupid
child. later i called kim up and rahwani they all helped me to call the
SBS transit to inform them about my stick.
now there's still no news, i'm feeling quite shitty.
my stick's like my baby and i'm like attached to it or something so
i really hope they'd find it pretty please ):
rawr rawr rawrrr i want my stick back D': D': D': D': D':
i'm such a dumbfuck, goodnight goodnight.

2006-08-28T20:16:00.000-07:00

Could be the mayor of the city, could clean up all this mess.

school was basically alright.
lunch with lim singh and testes was the most hilarious shit. we were all
about the seaweed chicken. those fats, appearance, fatty feel and
flicking fats, disgusted screams and more screams from clarissa quek.
she was thissssssss retarded, fats were the enemyyyyyyyyy!
lim singh had been living in self denial all long. well today she could
taste it, perhaps even more clearly in the future.
fatty invasion fatty invasion fatty invasion fatty invasion fatty invasion.
fatty invasion into your life now lim singh! heh heh heh heh heh >:D
alright, blame that stupid girl.

but you know what?
I still really really really really really really really really really really
really really really really really really really love seeweed chicken
O:'

zephlyn cant swallow tablets for nuts please. drink water 10 times
20 times also cannot swallow. hahaha and her pontianak face made
us laugh like whoo hoo hoo hoo.
Deee-teeen-ssionnn! HAHAHA.

homed with kim and rahmuna.

I try to hold your soul
but I'll crush your spirit
why today I'm perfectly fine without you.
oh no run for cover no run for cover no run for cover. help.

2006-08-27T23:57:00.000-07:00

So town was today with the best people on earth.
and i only spent three dollar eighty cents on lunch!
how pathetic, i didnt get to buy anything. shit la, now i regretted not
buying that striped top from heeren. i wanna go back there tomorrow.
and i havent bought a damn bag.
had some stupid dinner at some damn cheenafied restaurant with all
the oldies and me and darren both agreed to put up a long black face
throughout the whole dinner cos we both were dragged there away
from our friends. hahaha.
i am super deprived of my ipod, rahwani la that stupid girl, borrow then
forget to return me.

At zara! I loveeeeee this pic!

Yo brudderrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

whoo whoo!

you know why these photos look so hot.
ahem, cause i'm the photographer.

it feels like winter ~~in a summerday.~~.
haha ouch.

2006-08-26T22:33:00.000-07:00

sugar, we're going down.

town last minute after cat class today. seriously was love. did all my
shop shop shopping! hawhaw. got 4 tops altogether from mango, zara,
topshop and i didnt pay a cent. the button down zara top was like
gorgeous or smth i'm like mad about it hahaha. i'm gonna wear it for
hockey dinner! and i dont need to buy a skirt anymore. i found a black
skirt at home that goes well with it. i shall spend my moneh tomorrow
on a bag then ;) hahaha damn. i sound like ... ??!

i miss rourou and i love delores peckpeck! :D alot.

2006-08-26T11:03:00.000-07:00

I have to go for catechism class later. i probably havent been there
since the end of may till now and the teacher is getting pissed with me
and keeps calling and calling and sending me all those emails and my
dad doesnt like me not going.
delores kept telling me to pon it so i can go out with her jaey and tara
today but i cant luh >:( i want okay :(
cause i do have a little conscience, so shall forgo towning and the devil
wears prada today and make my dad and teacher happy >:(
but there'd still be tomorrow. my rourou, shopping partner and ah
pek! ah pek drink hot milo. bestbest! <3 skirt huntingggggggggggg!

and i want to go on a shopping spree. i miss shopping.
hi would you like to contribute to my shopping spree fund pretty
please? :D

2006-08-25T22:41:00.000-07:00

Lit on stage! 1st baby. 1st. and our very own helen keller clinched the
best actress award. hahaha yayyyyyyyy <3 I love 2D!

I was 2D's uhm, self appointed photograher for the whole of today :D I
had this sudden drive to take pictures, seeing everyone dressed up
looking cute/pretty/funny/handsome, Yo! hahaha. ended up i took 85
photos and a few videos. christabel oh christabel!

and rahmuna's role was plain stupid and retarded! hahahah. she was
one of those best dressed yet all she did was just to walk across the
stage for once just for 1 sec! haha bet you are super paiseh now muna!
someone somemore wear eyeshadow and eyelinder. overdressed ah?
stupid inidian woman. hahahaha EXTRA! extra extra extra! :D

I was so super loner after when kim and rahmuna left schoo so early!
I couldnt find everybody luh, like where the heck they've gone to.
decided to go out with weizhen ferlai and hanwei, but when we walked
all the way to the bustop and was right in front of the bus, ferlai
recieved a call and so had to return to audi. so we all walked back into
school premises again haiya. hahaha so we watched the damn cute jap
girls talk, and they taught us how to fold origamis! hahaha ms goh was
teaching us how to make grasshoppers from leaves too but i skipped
that cos i was really lazy, and like, i so totally suck at folding :/ had free
food to eat, weizhen found it funny how i get so easily full! hahha had
quite alot of fun inside the audi.
Moe is so cute please. and the other girl is super super pretty!
kawaii nehz! sayonara, WASABEI!

hahaha the thing ended around 6pm, so we didnt go out anymore. hung
around in school awhile, went to tiong with jessica yeo and delores.
hahaha gay fags! and delores said she was a bimbo when i asked her
why her skirt was so short. hahahaha and they laughed so loud in the
train everyone was looking and my face was probably :0! :D

met up with chris, queued up at sweet talk to help those two asses buy
their milk tea for hell long and those stupid people inside were taking
their own sweet time. then i sent jessica home, and went to look delores
up at westmall to wait with her because i didnt feel like going home yet.
talk crap, walked around, got home by 9.30pm. bimbo is cute bimbo is
super funny bimbo is full of nonsense bimbo made my day. but bimbo
stole my last love tags and bimbo says that i have to fold her a paper
crane by hook or by crook D: hahahaaa <3
all because that jessica stole the one i made with much assistance from
the jap girls and i havent got a clue where the hell it landed now.
baby bid goodbye

eh, i really really suck at folding.
can you not want it deloresssssssss! )':

hoho i love today :D

2006-08-24T23:58:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiiiii

i passed chinese by 10 marks and science by 5 marks! hahaha. quite
pathetic actually ): primary school i remembered i always get band 1
for science and my chinese always very high one okay. in P1 P2 P3
somemore got 98, 99, 100 /100. HAHAHA. people last time very
smartz one okayz.

and i was very sleepy in class today, which obviously was bad. i could
hardly keep my eyes open during maths after recess and i dont
understand a shit about all those universal sets and notations and
whatsoever maths set language mr lau has started teaching recently.
and its sec three's work! ):
i was very looking for geog lesson after that. cause i really couldnt hold
out anymore and because like what rahmuna said, geog class = sleeping
time. hahaha :D i had this solid 45 minutes of sleep without a single
disturbance, and when i woke up i felt really refreshed for science class!
hahaha. the people like me at the back always sleep and its like so
many people sleeping, i dont know why zurida is so blind she cant see.

under watergun attack after school followed by training after school. it
was supposed to be weights training in the gym but danker made us do
terrible mental and physical training using our own body weights and
lots of running instead! )': i was going mental la. in the end was fun.
played captain's ball with the ruby ball.

wasted time in school awhile then went tiong macs. and me and chris
helped rourou to draw her art okay! i think she sure get highest in
class la hahaha.

bathing was a painful process )': my elbows felt like an open wound
with ants infesting on it. ouchhhhhhhhhh ):<

yo yo yo wassup wassup wassup tomorrow brudder!
i have no date tomorrow after school.
heeeeeeeeellooo

2006-08-23T23:42:00.000-07:00

because i doubt you're beyond anything more than just an oven baked.
hahaaaa i caught singapore idol on teeveeee just now, asian pop?!?!?!
paul twohill was like super hilarious or smth, he sang chinese song plus
after that he out of nowhere suddenly gongxifacai. i was like
whatttttttttt?!?!?!!? laughing like nutssssss hahahahaha? :D
hady and jonathan leongggg whooooo! ;D

aye class photo was screwy haha shit. damn screwed ahhhh! hahaha i
smiled like sai, cos i was forcingggg and gritting my teeth. i was cursing
the damn woman in my mind okay. shit, shouldnt have even smiled.

oh yeah, 2D's gotten in for the lit on stage! hahaha yay! and evelina acts so well. so well that she really looks like she's blind. and i have to constantly remind myself she ISNT blind. i keep thinking she's really blind hahaha. please dont kill me helen keller!

hockey talk after school hmm. oh i liked the hockey photos. hahahaa
i ordered both 8R sizes and its like super ex. go and die, $12? hahaa
then had some PBT with some hockers in the mrt station and clementi
macs! hahahahahaha PBT! shhh.
plus yesterday i sent rahmuna all the way to yew tee just for our
bitching sessions too hahahahaha. hah. we need to go shopping soon
shopping partner. stupid girl hahaha i love you!

yay hockey dinner hahahah. i'm like damn excited. no correction, we're
ALL excited hahaha. hahah and mr tan rocks like rocker okay hahahaha
he actually suggested secret recipe :O yo, sure man! hahahah. and
SKIRTS! hahahahhaha i have no nice skirt kns. we're all planning to go
shopping soon together. BUY SKIRT! cause HAVE to wear skirts.
hahahaha damn funny. then later can see people go for extreme
transformation. cool man :D
I miss hockey outings peopleeeeeeeee <3

my fucking big pimple isnt going awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! >:(

now rourou you have read your bedtime story already so you can go to
sleep now! i love rourou hahaha stupid quicksilver bag and wallet and
puma scandals girl.

goooooo nite every budieeeeeeeeeee.
hahaha EUW.

2006-08-21T19:05:00.000-07:00

Cdiv hockey prize presentation during assembly today. i was the best,
forgot to bring nametag, badge, and sew my belt. luckily charlotte lent
me her extra badge at least. yingying told me i was like stepping into
my own graveyard la hahaha! the principal, vp, francis, ms sim, mr
lau were all there. all of us totally maluated ourselves at the bowing
part omg. hahaha damn damn maluating. and we all want hockey
dinner just like last year!!! gotta pester tanlinhow hawhaw.

then there was class phototaking today omg! i didnt know at all, but
luckily i went to cut hair yesterday if not ah whoaaa. then the stupid
woman made me SIT in the front row which i was like hoping i
wouldnt. and i tried switching place to the 2nd row with meixian
because she wanted to sit at my place and i wanted to stand. but she
recognised her and we both got scolded. and i got scolded so many
times, and she helped my buttoned up which was like damn
embarrassing and she help me pull my pinafore long long down like
wedding gown like that sdfjhsefhg. and then she made me force my
legs close together with hands crossed on laps. each time i fidgeted,
she shouted la. and she said she's watching me closely. knn.

i swear i look like crap and fucking fat. sitting down compresses your
pinafore together and make you look like you have a big round
stomach hahaha. eww disgusting la. all her damn fault. %$%57abc.

and both pe and dance was all dancing. pe was indian!? dance and
dance lesson was rock and roll. eh i suck at it. stupid steps.
cant dance for nuts laaa. retroooooooooo moves like those ah go-go
kind in the 1960s. i was super stiff.

hahaha i got 71/100 for geog when i only passed my ca paper by only
1.5 marks. must be my class tests. yayyy hahahha amusing :D

thank you and friends for time spent together after school and i'm
also sorry for yesterday's anger vent on you.

i'm fucking tired. plus still have the fucking art to paint -.-
okay uh i'm getting more vulgar and vulgar these days. hahaa i
suddenly remembered the few of us used to change the f word to
flourine in sec one? hahaa, flourine it shall be then. sounds nicer
anyway.
so i edit okay.
i'm ~~fucking~~ flourine tired. plus still have the ~~fucking~~ flourine
art to paint -.-

hahahaa L.
but mr seow was nice and kind enough to give bad and lazy students
like me once more last chance to submit the art piece by tomorrow.
heeheeee he rocksssss! :D

oh, i almost forgot about the tag replies!
denise: haha yeah.
rahmuna: hahaha i went lido/borders there, sooo. hahaaa and i save
my own money one la. of course you dont make sense.
yingying: yeah! and whalao you now then know i smart meh? tsktsk.
slow. people champion one okay, dont play play. <3 (:

2006-08-20T21:59:00.000-07:00

and i havent done art and i havent bathed and i havent ate dinner and
i havent stepped out of my room because i dont want to and i dont ever
want to. i wished there was a toilet, food, drawing materials, school bag,
my uniform, my school shoes, and a back out plan emergency escape
door. rightt, i might as well say i want the whole house to be what my
room is. okay i dont make much sense.
all you need to know is- i dont want to step out.
):
it feels like i'm taking part in that tv show survivor hahaaa.
i'm a survivor i'm gonna make it i'm a survivor keep on surviving!
hahahaha alright i'm retarded. but ahah i used to like that song. heh.

edit/
hahaha you come fly aeroplane here now send me drawing materials
and portable toliet! now!!! :D

2006-08-20T19:04:00.000-07:00

spent the afternoon with daeiern and darren in town.
i havent done art i dont want to do art i hate art and i have no mood to
do art, but tomorrow die also must pass up art, thats what they said.

its because, your mother and my mother are different.

2006-08-20T17:50:00.000-07:00

fuck. my mum's being such a fucking bitch. fucking fucking fucking
moron fucking shit fucking fuckest fuck. she never fails to embarass
me whatsoever cos she obviously has no feelings or neither a fucking
brain. she probably enjoys seeing her own daughter get hurt and cry
and scream till my lungs burst fucking saddist. i need to vent my
anger outttttttttttttt fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
dfghdfjghvxchjvbsdbfwnbfxjdvgbsdjgfsjbvmbvbf ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i hate herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr argggghhhhh. and i bet
everyone is going to think that im a bad daughter but wait till you
know what the fuck she did to me. what kind of mother knn.
i give up.
fucking screw brains.
come on take everything that i'm left with. take it all and break me.
i am already hurt anyway. a little more damage wont do much
difference. fucking yours truly madam. i'm already dead on the inside.

2006-08-19T23:23:00.000-07:00

heeheeeee new blogskin! i spent hmm 5 hours on it. all the stupid
problems and esp the picture kept didnt wanna appear okay! irritating
like mad. but now everything's alright already finally soooo, hahah yay.
i loveeeee it :D

oh ya. i watched SI repeat in the evening today, then i realised paul
twohill was wearing the PUNKSTARRRR SHIRT hahahahah! it was
the emo red black red black one that kim and i saw that day and we
both said the design was ugly and disgusting in front! hahahaha but
paul wore it, somehow it looked nice. ha. hahahaha he has PUNKSTAR
shirt just like SOMEBODYYY. same brand HAHAHAHA!

2006-08-19T21:24:00.000-07:00

aiyer. morning i was damn dumb i shouldnt have gone to school so
early pls for the lit on stage thingy. not even half the class was there?!
cheat me one ): i hard a bloodly hard time crawling out of bed at eight
this morning cos i only slept for very very few hours, haaa. had a real
late night. i was damn sleepy in school :/ :/

blahblahblahblah then flag day was super tiring man. then there was
this part i approached this group of guys luh okay for donation. omg.
damn wth okay hahahaa one of them who was eating gummybears
wanted to donate one gummybear to me. then later he walked away
laughing and his friends all laughed too cos i gave the ??!? face.
hahahaha i didnt know how to react and it was very wth but i swear i
was laughing like crazy when they left cos it was so retarded. and his
image of offering gummybear to me kept replaying in my head. at
times when i think about it i would start laughing to myself which other
people may get frightened or think i must be nuts laughing to myself.
hahaha it was so stupid oh man! :D

and i got to meet all sorts of people. weird people, sickening people,
kind people, rude people hahaaa many more. alot of kind souls
donated but i got rejected as well damn alot of times too until i felt
like banging my head against the wall and go commit suicide okay.
i was so sick of asking and approaching and approaching and
approaching people. and each time you get totally ignored you would
get this kjghgfbvfjghe kanasai feeling okay. i am like damn exsisting in
this world okay how could they walk past you like some .... .. (?!?)

i miss abc okay byebye. alot ):

2006-08-18T21:34:00.000-07:00

i cant stand my stupid hair its getting badly out of shape but anyway
chinese was okay :DDD and i passed it already hahaha yay.

and then and then err the two periods of chinese after recess was
totally slacko. okay the second period rather. we were doing tou kou
bao gao, uhm. and all of us were like laughing awayyyy cause
chenlanqing was like falling asleep as the last few groups came up to
present, heeee. we were watching her, her eyelids were like dropping,
and her eyes were like open close open close like that and she looked
so funny and it was very enteraining alright. what huh, its always the
students falling asleep but now vice versa ah, teachers turn to fall
asleep. but talking about falling asleep it has been long since i did that
in class. its been really long. hahahah and second period we watched
stupid, very stupid cheenaaaa videos, like err, lao shu ai da mi that
song and some chicken show and other animation cartoon those kind.
quite gross one actually hahaha.

we had some stupid flag day briefing for assemly and obviously i
wasnt paying attention. eh i swear the bloody 1R apnn clique was
damn irritating again as usual like mad la. delores is so cute. she's like
the worst freaking racist probably. she dragged abigail all the way to
the back from the front to sit at the back beside me cause she said the
apnns behind them very stinky! hahaha and she keep saying and
saying that they were stinky and they made me laugh like crazy and
everything we were talking about was apnns today during assembly
hahaha. see now she influence me, hurrrr.

town was after school with kim chris and muna (:
and i love wenna because she makes me happy just like how i make
her happy hahahah yay.

omg shiat. tomorrow is flag day for 5 damn hours for our CIP, my
class is allocated all the way to pasir ris omg which is like ulu shiat
and bloodly far, and omg can freaking hell go and die. pfft.
@#!#!@#^%$**$ !!! and it better be a fine day tomorrow, cause
i dont wanna go hi would you like to donate to the singapore red
cross society under the stupid scorching sun.

2006-08-17T10:08:00.000-07:00

science was alright, but i still think i screwed it like always.
i cant remember anything else for the day. uh, canteen was very
unhappenening after school. hanged around, went home with kim,
then we met jessica yeo at tiong oh man then we went home with her.
she is sucha ass hahaha. stupid girllllllllllllllll. she's mean like shit omg.
everyone's bullying me! aiyer. freaking saddists.
:D
cheena tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwww last paper :D :D :D

2006-08-16T18:49:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiiiiii everyone hawhaw i'm in serious shit for flunking maths damn
darn badly haha oh man. so i dont know how to go about telling my
mum i failed it. heee :/
shall i go, 'hi mummy, i failed my maths' or, 'hi mummy, i didnt pass
my maths' or, 'hi mummy, i didnt do well for maths'
uh shit everything sounds all the same. cause it all brings me back to
the damn same point- i failed maths :/ :/ :/ :/ :/ :/
i'm not gonna tell her i guess till she asks about it. i just hope she
completely forgets about it.
rightttt hahaaa like thats ever gonna happen oh man oh man.

anyway after school today was terror terror terror :O dont dare stay
back after school next time already larh )': you know i wanted to study
science? and then stupid kimberly tan and shanna long both had to
gang up to buly me like mad please. plus a little of sheryl pat too. pfft.
and in the end i went home all wet, and i didnt study anything at all.

uh okay very detailed description :/ ummmmmmmm.

first i went to help sheryl pat buy her stupid nuggets. then they hid
my kickapoo. then they told me it was on the other table and all the
dumby lies. after i went to take it back to drink it they said it was
apnn's one. later on kim stole my cup and shoot ice at me. shoot and
shoot and shoot, shanna joined in then. i was running and screaming
around the whole school like crazy woman, then finally too desperate
so i grabbed the nike spray water bottle at the lost and found corner
in the canteen and run after them to spray water at them for self
defence. and that was just like sprinkles of water only please. then
shanna long damn best what, not happy so she filled her plastic cup
full with water from water cooler. full cup okay. then she and kim both
started chasing me. then i ran so so much all around everywhere until
i got sick of running so i gave up. so she splashed that full cup of water
at my back. whoaa then kim's turn to pour on my head. i was so wet
like go swimming like that okay! nehneh. besides, my belt was also
ripped because of kim ugh ): hahah

when i came out of the toiliet, they stole my wallet and played monkey.
and shanna kept threatening to throw it into the dustbin if i go near her
hahaha that ass. kim also stole my hairband and dont wanna return.
very very long later kim finally said: "come, this is what good friends
are for" then she returned me the wallet and next my handphone
inside it was missing. hahahahha what shit, good friends my foottttttt!
next everyone was telling me shanna threw my phone down to the
grass there, &(&*^##@! hahah kim repeated that sentence again and
bought me to see my phone. hahahahha and omg nearly fainted. i
could have died. it was like all the way down there?!?! how many
meters it fell! oh man pathetic and i had to climb over the railings and
go downhill at the way to get back my phone all by myself. and luckily
the phone didnt spoil cause the grass is soft like what shanna said -.-

kim also took my belt and threw it up onto the basketball net. so its
like stuck up there but in the end she took it down for me. and i settled
down and bought my drink, i only had a sip and shanna took the whole
thing and finished it all up for me ): mean mean meanpokk. i then
finally left cos needed to go back to study, still dont want to left me off,
and from behind, shanna poured ice onto my head and into my shirt!
whoa cold like crazyyyy and she and kim held me back for awhile and
finally like finally after all that bullying, they let me off.
Amen.

stupid meano asses v v bad, tskkkk. whole day whole life bully me
and laugh at me! ): i screamed and screamed like mad today, everyone
was watching, christabel valeriechong rahmuna and few others just sit
there and watch and laugh laugh laugh. no one came to save me, all
that asses. hurrrr :D

2006-08-15T21:38:00.000-07:00

Happy 14th birthday teresaaaaaaaaa <3(:

plus today english was screwed, lit was screwed too. what more?
there's geog tomorrow. I wanna screammmmmmm all my damn
frustrations and stress out. hahah.

were called to be there at delta for the prize presentation at 4pm,
which in the end started at 6pm, pfft. okay we got there at 3.30pm?
okay delta was so so happening, the crowd was crazyyyyyyyyyyyy.
caught half of cdiv girls finals(northland vs teckwhye), teckwhye was
champs. and also the cdiv boys finals(st andrews vs raffles instituition)
the way boys play are like, whoaaaa. pro shit omg. raffles won through
flicks, so champs baby. their match took up so much time, including an
additional 10 minutes golden goal and flicksssssss, countless players got
injured too.
yeah and then the prize presentation, the gold throphies looked pretty
tempting and gorgerous, oh well [: and then off to queensway to collect
specs.

anyway, i'm really gonna miss cdiv 06 real damn damn bad ): good
times, bad times, we've been through it all. we've played our game,
we're put up a long tough fight. thank you team <3 i love you guys,
hahahha chao nike forever!

and especially, thank you all supporters who were there for us uhm
physically, mentally, spiritually. heh.
and seniors, i hope we've made you proud still. i hope.
[:

2006-08-14T23:45:00.000-07:00

maths is screwed. d&t is screwed. hockey is screwed )':
screw this shit. and today was fucking bad like megamegamegamega.
i cant study now. i cant concentrate.

Because all that I have, I've given it my all today. But this is it. we're
fourth and hm we're fourth. okay so we're like fourth and err yeah
we're fourth, fourth. a heartbreaking fourth.
anyway dearests, we've come to the end of our cdiv nationals.
thanks for all the supporters, much love.

call me a loser, art of losing. i'm sorry and, i'm sorry.
maybe we werent meant to win it, maybe things DO happen for a reason hmm.
maybe something that you wanted so badly, all the univirse conspires to prevent you from getting it.
and maybe tomorrow would be a better day (: uh, god bess.

2006-08-11T22:46:00.000-07:00

Aspects of aspects of love.

oh btw,
(kim's) that ghostly figure of him. /2739 - hello, my name is keenan
(mine) casual flings.

casual flings. says: hi keenan

that ghostly figure of him. /2739 : D says: yo zzzz

that ghostly figure of him. /2739 : D says: want to know me?

that ghostly figure of him. /2739 : D says: date?

casual flings. says: yeah sure hottie

casual flings. says: HA

casual flings. says: HA

casual flings. says: HA

casual flings. says: sexayy babeh

that ghostly figure of him. /2739 : D says: yeah when?

that ghostly figure of him. /2739 : D says: geylang there?

that ghostly figure of him. /2739 : D says: twelve tonight

casual flings. says: ahh! cant wait

that ghostly figure of him. /2739 : D says: its normal babe

that ghostly figure of him. /2739 : D says: esp when it comes to
meeting people like me babe

casual flings. says: HAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

casual flings. says: HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

casual flings. says: HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

that ghostly figure of him. /2739 : D says: khe khe

casual flings. says:OKAY LA ENOUGH STUPID QIAN BIAN.
HAHAHAHAH MY HAIR ALL STAND LA PIG!

casual flings. says: HAHAHAAHAHA

casual flings. says: omg cant stand you.

that ghostly figure of him. /2739 : D says: hahaha euu like miie new
wallet? khekhe!

casual flings. says: KHEKHE??!?!?!?

she would sure love to let you know she has gotten a new wallet.
a new wallet with the words QUICKSILVER right at the front for
you and me to see. yo, check it out.

2006-08-10T20:19:00.000-07:00

yesterday i tried to study, but i watched tv instead.
today i tried to study, i knew i wouldnt if the tv was on, so i switched it
off. but today was different, today i fell asleep instead. dickkkkk >:(
happy holidays you bastard, i've let these two days gone to waste.
i hate myself.
HA
HA

awhile ago, my mum commented how black i've become. and with that
shocked look upon her face, she said i look like some orhbangali.
HAHAHA.

attention to stop this temptation to scream/
alright.

2006-08-10T20:03:00.000-07:00

Tag replies:
jiali: hahaha yeah i know. haahahah :D
valeriegho & adelineng: hahaha really ah! didnt know. okay lorh. hahah
ahah paiseh. at first i thought was mdm zuraida HAHAHA.
yingying: hahaha its damn retarded la yingying. dont laugh at me.
people embarrassed enough already ok! hahaha
adelineng: isit? what channel. i bet its you la right.

HAHAHA the interesting part:
XIaoZHu ^o^: HI XIaoZHu ^o^, soRwIiee nO tHaNkx, keHkIexzx.
tHAnkk eUu fErrr e rEmiNderr woRhzxz, i wIll TAke CArex And
Shtudy Ferrr CA! soRwIiee I dUnchh waNt 2 coRr eUu laRh. duNchh
aNgrie wIt muii wOrhzxzx. mUAcKzzzzz! =))) bUiazz.

whoaaa i feel sibeh kangkor typing likee this worrr. can make it anot?
hahahahahaaaaaaaaaa.

rahwani: you wanna chachacha? hahaha tomorrow in school la. i cha
chacha with you okay aunty rosy!

HAHAHAHA.

2006-08-09T10:51:00.000-07:00

happy national day everybody, uh.

2006-08-08T22:54:00.000-07:00

national day celebration in school today was err boring irritating boring
irritating boring irritating boring irritating boring irritating :/
and then we had to pick up litter from the track and pitch walao.
okay but except for the netball presentation, retro dances and the
ending part. these were lovelove :D stupid tan lin how never dance la! ):
i miss watching him danceeeeeeee ): aiyer the female teacher who
subed him was gross la. eeeeeee.

went for training at delta. i was damn pissed of the balls thingy ): k
nvm. yeah so we cabbed to delta we thought we were late but we
were actually too early. pssss! and the taxi driver uncle said we look
like fighters ready for war with all our hockey gears on?!?!? haha how
funny. he damn best.

later on my stupid left knee got a little crazy and painful and, i couldnt
run or walk properly la ): so i sat in for the rest of the entire training
and watch them play hockey ):

went queensway after that with chris and lynli to get those damned
knee guards, and to look at turf shoes because i needed a new pair.
current one's gonna rip soon. met jennifer and nicole tay inside haha.
blablabla they left and i met up with my mum to get her to pay for
my stuffs. ended up we bought more than just these two, a shoebag,
blue socks, and fbts too. hahaha killing 5 birds with one stone?
hahahah err.
okay and there was this part i was shouted fuck to myself cos i tripped
on some thing sticking out of nowhere in this shop la, almost fell.
you know whattttttttt, my mum heard it and then she pulled my hair
from behind and i screamed and then everyone looked at me omg :O
you know i went ahhhh! omg super embarassing. then she started
scolding me for said the f word ): f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f :P
hahahaha i say all i want here.

and for almost the whole of today since morning whoaaaa, stupid
kimberly tan, rahmuna, christabel and some others keep keep keep
making fun of my typo error of yesterday's post. SCANDALS
SCANDALS SCANDALS the whole day. SANDALS la! happy? pfft.
only like to make people paiseh, tskk. dont like you all anymore.
humph! i angry already. later i throw SCANDALS at you all HAHAHA.

and and, im sorry i love you hahahahaha please dont be angry! :D

tagreplies!
testes: eh you basket me for what! aint you supposed to go marketing
with it? want me help you carry basket isit. NO! hahahaha yes i am
birdass :P
narelle: alright! hoho.
valeriegho!: hahahaha why cannot ah. anw i changed my msn nick
already hahahaha. and hahahah today your costume so cute
worhzxzxzxzxzx, i jealous! ):
adelineng: HAHAHAHA LAUGH AT ME? HAHAHAH LOOK AT
WHO'S LAUGHING AT WHO NOW. HAHAHAHAH YOU BEST!
I TYPE SCANDALS, YOU TYPE SCANDLES. HHAHHAAHHAHAHA
HAHAHA! BEST BEST.

2006-08-07T18:09:00.000-07:00

much of a love this day was.
someone of a pretty much show off wore green, puma ~~scandals~~
SLIPPERS to school today. hah. i wonder who.

we learn cha cha.

okay eye contact.

2006-08-06T13:09:00.000-07:00

Pity for pity's sake.

2006-08-06T11:15:00.000-07:00

i help you fill in the blanks.
first blank, teresa.
second blank, netballers.
third blank, hockers.

thank you very much, i do not deny, btw it isnt all an act.
and i do get fucking crazily happy when i am with them for a reason, for
all the reasons in the world. you dont understand, so stop putting words
in my mouth. i could play games with you in school, two faced b.
yucks ):

2006-08-05T23:40:00.000-07:00

Tag replies:
Denise: hahaha i spelled densie! densie sounds damn gay hahah omg.
just look at the big difference just by switching the n and the i, hoho.
hahaha sorry ah.
Lynli: yeah okay lynli, i try.
Nic: yeah thanks nic we will get them back next year. i promise you
3rd now. 3rd
Fer: thank you fer, i know i did gave it my all, well i hope we did make
you guys proud.
Weizhen: weizhen!!! i'm sorry, sorry that i couldnt hold back my tears
yesterday, that you said i cried until i look like cho ba guai, hah. sorry
there's no more gold ): but thank you for everything, the chao big hug
too. & for coming down for all our matches and cheering like mad for us.
Annoymous & -: thank you both, but why wouldnt you leave your name.
Chris: (:
Ter: thank you ter, nothing to do on the 15th, but something to do on
the 14th though, i mean if you are free and wouldnt mind coming down(:
Pinkcow: hahhaha omg you stupid dick! you spelled pinkcow wrongly la.
what pickcow? you wanna pick cows aye? ace la you. haha i miss you
toooooooo! i'm not crying anymore pickcow! hahaha <3

Thank you everybody for your concern, i promise i will cheer up, i will
get over this soon. just do give me a little bit more time.
I told her i needed to eat her chicken patty burgers to stop crying.
& so she went to made them immediately.
i love my mum. she's so cute.

2006-08-05T14:21:00.000-07:00

& each time when i come to think about how just by flicks have earned
them this place in the finals, to me it feels like a world of heartache.
tell me, why do things happen for a reason?
I am not convinced.

2006-08-03T23:59:00.000-07:00

I will concentrate on pitch tomorrow
I will concentrate on picth tomorrow
I will concentrate on pitch tomorrow
I will remain focused and composed on pitch tomorrow
I will remain focused and composed on pitch tomorrow
I will remain focused and composed on pitch tomorrow
I will mark my opponent tightly and tackle aggressively tomorrow
I will mark my opponent tightly and tackle aggressively tomorrow
I will mark my opponent tightly and tackle aggressively tomorrow
I will fight for every ball and defend with flat stick tomorrow
I will fight for every ball and defend with flat stick tomorrow
I will fight for every ball and defend with flat stick tomorrow
I will hit hard, flat and accurate balls tomorrow
I will hit hard, flat and accurate balls tomorrow
I will hit hard, flat and accurate balls tomorrow
I will come out of the pitch feeling good regardless of a win or lose
because I would know that I have played my best tomorrow
I will come out of the pitch feeling good regardless of a win or lose
because I would know that I have played my best tomorrow
I will come out of the pitch feeling good regardless of a win or lose
because I would know that I have played my best tomorrow

I will, & please do hear me God.

2006-08-03T23:55:00.000-07:00

Take it slow by john legend is niceeee! hhaha i've been putting this
song on repeat for quite sometime, it makes me feel as if time is
moving so slowly yknow, the song sounds damn peaceout those kind
hahaha. anyway i love it!

pe was fun! hoho we learnt volleyball! hahaha i cant play for nuts please.

there was this point of time in english lesson which was pure
retarded i swear. me and narelle.
narelle: 'haha eh i hear band playing!'
me: 'ohohoh eh i also i also hahaha!' ( i was damn enthu for some
reasons god knows why, maybe, because there was music, oooouh!
we both looked out of the window where the sound came from uh, the
supposedly uhm, band. hahaha then we were both like :O !
it was the funeral oh my god, funeral band. tskkk, we thought it was
some school band or something, the music damn nice what :/
so we were laughing like crazy then finding wood to touch after narelle
scared me by saying what if later the spirit heard us and gets angry and
comes to haunt us :O

and i was super disgusted during recess, i unknowingly put my
books on top of this lumppppp of birdshit on the canteen table, uh! the
lump of shit was then all stuck onto my book omg, i was like gonna cry
luh hahhaa, it was alottt of shit okay! and it looks damn fresh la, fjhfg
qwfdbv! slimy and wet oh yum, uh screw! after whinning and
complaining to everyone, i finally went to the toiliet and closed my
eyes and cleaned it with tissue.

geog was funnyyyyy, i was trying to hold my laughter all the way,
zuraida dint come today, goh fae fae took over. she kept scolding and
scolding the 2b girls for all the dumbest reasons ever, making them
stand at different corners of the class! she's fucking stupid ahahha omg
i swear. i got so high. my mood was ruined by some people during
science>:( , alright lets not talk about unpleasant things.

Detention girlsssssssssss hahahaha! :D naughty ah, tsktskk <3

training right after, followed by the singapore international hockey
challenge at delta. caught women's match(singapore vs malaysia),
singapore's team was 4 down :/ and first half of men's match
(singapore vs india) left at 8.45pm.
i like today. oh, thank you yingying for the little card you made for me
and each and every one of us! i love you! (:

okay, the wait is finally over! semifinals northland match tomorrow
cdiv girls. 4 matches down, 2 more to go.
We've come so far, lets not waste it.
GO! GOAL! GOLD!
:DDD

2006-08-02T22:00:00.000-07:00

Tag replies!
valeriegho: hahaha you shut up la! i'm not octopus and i do not miss
eunice eeyer crazy! hahaha you ownself crush her la walao. ahhahh
i love youuuuu <3
rahwani: crazy woman la you. you speak hindi for what? not like i
understand right aunty rosy! can you interprete for me in english?
hhaha :D
denise: okay next time dont black face la hahahha scary lah you.
feiying, oilver, jamie: okay i relink/link! hahaha.
adelineng: hah whateverrrrrrrrrrrrr, no okay, i still like mine, neh
nannypoopoo.
rahmuna: ahhahaah yeah eh same face! anw sorry for today, please
dont be angry with me tomorrow, i'm sorry la ):
testes: you are, dont deny. and someone wore cute white pinky polka
dot panty to school today.

I stayed back after school to do work, cos i didnt wanna go home.
hanwei and weizhen helped me to cut hair today! i was super scared
they gonna screw up, but luckily it was alright, they helped to thin alot
:D and they made the tail even more obvious, but i think no one could
tell i had a haircut cos i look rather much the same. we sweeped all the
hair on the floor together after that and it became like a ball of hair luh,
damn funny. i think if the cleaner finds out she'd be damn pissed cos she
just cleaned up the toiliet and we dirted it right after, haha.

talked cock with testes and chris awhile, and chris is like gay slut.
i made them both take slut pictures together, tsk, sluttish people.
then me and chris went off to play hockey with nikki. i was so scared i'd
injure people, there were like so many people in the way pfft.
soon testes came to the hardcourt and sat down and watched, right
after that i got really affected and i couldnt play already. she made me
laugh and laugh and laugh like a stupid idiot and i dropped to the floor
like a million times :D
she screams at the slightest moving ball, be it near or far from her,
she screams and screams. and each time right after she screams,
she'd be in even more danger, the hockey ball got all the more closer
to the verge of hitting her, and even all the more she screams. unusually
a jump or two too. she was screaming her lungs out i was laughing my
head off. testes ah! you retared okay, hardcore screamo girl. hahahaha.
left school with chris at six, macs awhile. she is sadistic. she also made
me go home all by myself and happily went to meet her mum.
stupid gay slut.

2006-08-01T19:01:00.000-07:00

I'm missing you.

2006-07-31T21:39:00.000-07:00

Thank you Xinni, Yingying, Weizhen and Ferlai.
and especially Weizhen for the hug (:
I will remember today.

2006-07-30T13:57:00.000-07:00

)': They all want to talk to us. we disappoint people.

anyway I wanna make today productive.
Yo everybuddeeee i'm having a bad headache and my head hurts like moomoo.

2006-07-29T23:22:00.000-07:00

What goes around comes around.

Trials early in the morning, down were the schools, St nics, Teck whye,
Crescent, Sengkang and us, Stc. 54 girls fighting for 22 places in the
U14 combined school team.
Fitness test was the first thing of all, I was nervous like crap. I never
did think it'd be that tiring, much much much more worse than
Danker's, somewhat, the worse I've ever done, and the longest
probably. I got very afraid as I saw more and more girls backing out
one by one slowly, I was afraid I couldnt hold out any longer too
myself, but I wanted to prove myself wrong, I wanted to believe I am
strong, I wanted to believe I could do this, I wanted to take up this
challenge, which was what kept me going.
Hitting was very disappointing :'( Did a few other drills too, then games
all the way after that. When it came to the selection part, my heart was
beating damn fast la and there was six of us left, the guy didnt know
who to gave the last spot to. Then he thought for very long and later
decided to let us play another game to help him make his decision.
When I heard that I kinda gave up already, I knew there was no hope,
there was like ziya and all, I'm like what compared to them. My game
sense is always bad. Kim and hazel were also giving up already too, and
really I think I did bad like expected. In the end he chose the girl from
st nics instead of ZIYA! because she had a upper hand for passing
fitness. Could tell ziya was disappointed I think, we could tell she
wanted it badddddd by seeing how she fought for every single ball
and the way she played, she gave all she could give I believe.
Really salute to her man. Anyway rahmuna and our goalie nicolette
got in! So congrats you two, you've both done us proud (:

Everything after that turned out really bad )': We've gotten ourselves
in such a horrible situation, I wanted to run away from the world and
hide out luh ugh fucking shit. We didnt expect things to turn out like
that just because of not intending to go training today because we
were all nearly half dead after the 4 hours of intensive trials, we
thought we could have a break just for once, just once.
So in the end all the constant phone calls and threatening, getting
kicked out from hockey, not be allowed to play our next match, and
even Ms Martens was informed, fine. We were so helpless.

Yes, maybe we were in the wrong, but she didnt had to thrash us
up to the point of beyond toleration, even dragging our parents into
this. It was too much la. Our hatred has already held out for long term,
kicking and still multiplying at top rate speed. One fine day gonna
outburst luh. I really couldnt take it anymore, I broke down in front of
Mr Danker when he spoke to us really really politely and nicely.
I am really thankful he understands and he does not blame us, to him
we're sorry, after he explained to us. And he's such a cool coach,
we really love him! He's so funny and cute la oh my god! :D hahahh.
Even he said someone's not in the right frame of mind worhzzxzxz! (:

Many of us cried, but its enough. I've had enough of crying, its not
worth shedding our tears for her. Crying is only for birth, death and
marriage like what Ms Martens said hahaahhah!

Lynli, please stop crying also alright. You're our dear captain, you
need to be strong, so stay strong. Enough crying and worries yeah.
You're not alone. We're here with you and we'll get through this
together. So please, do not be discouraged. I love youuuuuuuuu<3

Yes today has taught us alot, we're sorry seniors and all.
We wont repeat this again.

(hahaha I took like 2 hours plus to post this luh)

2006-07-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

YO! hahhaha i love today's assembly. before that i was super > :(((((
double english and chinese lessons pissed me like ffffffffffffffffffrog! uh.
assembly was pretty interesting, there was this dance thingy in which
is somehow in a way linked to maths. it was weirddddddd okay, i didnt
know there were such weird people who danced such weird dances to
such weird music, hoho!

okay then we had napfa, i was quite shocked i did 18 pull ups, last year
i couldnt even reach 10! :O i was so totally expecting myself to fail and
drop on my buttock like immdiately HAHA. okay this is funny.
sit and reach and shuttle run was stupid, i need to retake! ohohoh, and
sit ups oh my god! we did it during pe i didnt know it was for real, i
thought it was testing, i didnt even try my best and i kept laughing.
believe me my faced stoned when they told me it was for real after
that no kidding man, dont play play ah, i only did 25 luh sucker my
baby! (okay ahha i was singing sissy my baby that probably explains
where i came up with the sucker my baby thing, uh. HAH.)

there were some nonsense people who did nonsense la, people like
nadya and her expanded nostrils, and fedora ahhhh! she wet her whole
hair so it could spike i told her to dry her hair she came and shake her
damn head above me cos i was sitting and she was standing. so it was
like drizzling! :D fedoraaaaaaa! and many more, andrea dong almost
took home my ipod!!!, but she couldnt get pass me.

took train with kim and rahmuna, and i met clara and hazel at clementi
station hahahahaah! :DDD
i went with them to the floorball place somewhere there where all their
church friends were playing floorball at, okay but i only stayed for
awhile then left! i didnt play la, too paiseh haha. the nicole i got to know
today was damn funny la hahah, the ginza plaza thingy, she was very
friendly and nice. then the other girl ahahh i dont know her name she
was trying to guess which cca i was from, hahaha she actually guessed
npcc oh my god :D

my mother was irritating.

and there's the U14 combined schools hockey trials tomorrow! i'm
scared i'm scared! danker sent 10 of us in for the trials, i want to get in
of course, but i bet i wont. i know clearly where i stand. and its like
only 2/3/4 players getting chosen, chances are very slim.

Weizhen was super super sweet on her blog, i was like super touched
oh man. thank you alot alot weizhen! <333 yes cdiv wont let you and
the rest down yeah, we'll give it our all, promise (:

2006-07-27T19:35:00.000-07:00

yeah so i was supposed to pon school today, i was even ready to forgo
training for the first time ever. all the more i overslept today, woke up
at 7.20am rocker la, BUT THEN I STILL WENT TO SCHOOL UGH.
left the house around 7.30am, when i reached school surprisingly there
were no councilliors waiting for latecomers at the foyer, i think i was
super late la. but at that time assembly just ended and everyone were
walking back to their classes so i just cut in. so end up i didnt get caught
or sing the stupid marikita without music.

science test was cancelled, training was alright.

i broke a mirror, everyone's telling me i'm so gonna have 7 years of
bad luck, okay lorh.
my luck isnt that good to start with in the first place.

2006-07-26T18:13:00.000-07:00

paperchase

Hello Buddy I Really Hate School.
I'm exhausted, i dont know what now, i'm giving up.

Isnt it hard to really move around, walk or run, Sausage dog?

Some irritating annoymous added me online.
zainab_mohideen_gani@hotmail.com
she/he really rubbed in, like as if my day wasnt bad enough.
i admit i was rude.

Your biggest joke says:
who are you
I dUn CaRe WaD u ThInK!! says:
hey r u from 1J?
Your biggest joke says:
no?
Your biggest joke says:
i'm not sec one
I dUn CaRe WaD u ThInK!! says:
then?
Your biggest joke says:
what then you added me can you tell me who you are first
Your biggest joke says:
cos i dont know who i'm talking to.
I dUn CaRe WaD u ThInK!! says:
u frm stc rite?
Your biggest joke says:
yah
I dUn CaRe WaD u ThInK!! says:
u frm sec wad?? coz my fren introduce u to me!! hahaz
Your biggest joke says:
i'm sec two la wtf who the heck are you la
Your biggest joke says:
and who the heck is your friend
I dUn CaRe WaD u ThInK!! says:
can u dun be so rude??
Your biggest joke says:
sorry but its rather irrtating cos you added me and you keep on asking
and asking questions and all i need is your name you refuse to tell me that.
Your biggest joke says:
heeeellllllo?
I dUn CaRe WaD u ThInK!! says:
gr.....nvm forget it!!
Your biggest joke says:
okay thank you fucker goodbye.

maybe its my fault that how i allow such small things to affect me
maybe its that all these small things in a day adds up slowly and gets
too much to bear thus brings me down
i do find it hard to control my words my actions my mood & my mind
i feel much like a loser now
yes goodbye.

2006-07-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

Pictures! :D <3

Yo, R1 & R2, sexayy babeh, hahah same face!

Clique!

whoa whoa hahahh pose pose!

and for this, somebody's face was cut off, she wasnt too happy.

so we made it up (:

so rahwani are you happy now! :D

Well i just love this bunch of crazy jokers! <333

And not to forget rahmuna, i took a full body photo with
yeolynli lah, jealous not! :DDD lynli's so cute laaaaaaa! (:

thats all for photos :D
eh i just remembered i'm gonna be umpiring for the interclass hockey
competeition tmr during recess with the rest! :DDD
i so totally can have my own whistle now hoho.

2006-07-25T20:14:00.000-07:00

Lessons suck. as expected, i struggled my way through my maths test.
blah blah blah :/

Did hells lots of physical for training today, tell me, 3 rounds of warm up,
plus 7 rounds of sprintsssssssssss! okay so today we covered uhm,
200m x 10 = 2000m? hahah something like that. woah tiring man.
all of us were complaining for water breaks, so danker gave us one after
our 5th sprint. we all drank so much until we were too bloated to run,
stitch pain here and there, what, some people heat stroke?, err so he
gave us discount of 3 rounds less, we all look like we were gonna die
luh. training not fun! except the hitting in goal part. it was mostly tiring
cos we were all training under the hot hot sun! ):

hawhaw and tan lin how totally came today luh :D. all of us were
making fun of him of how he danced at the musical, we danced for him
to see lah. he keeps blushinggg haahhaha damn funny.

Took pictures with the whole clique after training, when everyone left!
I'm seriously in love with the pictures, the whole clique together,
finally finally! :DDD shall put photos up here when i'm done later.

2006-07-24T22:23:00.000-07:00

I was supposed to meet kim at 11am at marsling! happily overslept
all the way until 1pm damn champion okay walao. my mum didnt wake
me up, my alarm didnt ring, my phone was in the other room, besides
i stayed up till 4 plus last night so i could not wake up this morning ):

we however didnt study like we were supposed to, i saw this coming.
hawhawhaw we did all the nonsense in her house and like today when
rahwani called to ask her to create a blog she finally agreed la just for
those rabbit sweets, cheapskate. tskkk, all this long i have been
pestering her to create one, she forever said no. only rahwani ask then
she agree. qian bian. so she was rather that of a noob, i had to help her
with everything! she seems quite satisfied with her blog, cos like her
qianbian here totally helped her with it (:
at least i managed to do something at her house today. i finished up
my chinese yuxi, hah. left at 7.30pm.

so thank you kim for spending today with me! loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i really enjoyed myself at your place today yeah! :D

today so didnt felt like a monday holiday, it felt somewhat like one of
those june holidays, well. and i managed to catch the last 45 minutes
of miss universe 2006. MISS PARAGUAY is total hotness okay, so
was miss japan, hurr ruth's favourite. so just look at the winner, it
made me and ruth very unhappy and unsatisfied people, roarrrrrrrr.
judges are cock eye, miss universe 2006 is cockkkk! ):
okay but every single contestant was hotstuff, hot hot body, make me
go gaga! i was practically drooling over these pretty faces.

tomorrow is school > :( ughhhhhhh fuck.

2006-07-24T02:57:00.000-07:00

yay fucked up world, all the changes around? ):
you see the change in uh mostly everything fshit probably.

mind games, mind games, mind games are wearing me out ):
this is the biggest joke. dont you wish you could laugh it out all loud?
uh crap, its getting really ridiculous, hawhaw eh very funny ah.
no not funny. i dont like one bit.

Please be alright everyone, whoever, whatever & please do take care.

gosh, whats the world coming to?
)':

2006-07-23T12:42:00.000-07:00

this is somesort amazing, i didnt think i could get up at 12.30 pm. oh
well. yayyyy i'm going out later to meet the usual hockers, kim just
called and dated me la, hohoho. its seems quite long that we've got
together, well rather. i havent brushed my teeth :/ and am feeling disgusted
with myself hahaha shit. alright i'm going to do that now.

2006-07-23T04:14:00.000-07:00

I'm still upp and kicking and its 4.12 am now hoho. like hello hello
there is this big group of people SWIMMING downstairs lah wth!
last time like that, now again like that, omg, whats with all these big
kiddos. stupid lah so irritating, they're making dang alot of noise! i hope
the security guard quickly catches them and get them to come out of
the pool. i feel like complaining > :(
who in the right mind goes swimming at this time, siao.

oh yeah i forced rahwani to create a blog earlier on. i think her
blogskin's sucha hotasssss, so everyone please take note she has a
new blog, i'm here to help publicise, heh.

I'm chatting with nadya online now still, she's sucha funny person! (:
when nadya sleeps, im sleeping too. 4.30 am aye?
hahah set, so we are both sleeping at 4.30am.

I'm scared of. :(
no not ghost, not the dark.
its,

2006-07-22T22:58:00.000-07:00

Have you ever watched kids on a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

random paragraph i caught somewhere hurr, um yeah.

whats up tomorrow man, whats with everyone's life now, hmm.
you've all got me thinking.

Twenty Second July Two Thousand & Six.
who knew.